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Happy Birthday Eva

2012-03-02T21:44:00.004+11:00

Sigh we've been in so many classes together in years 8, 9 and 10 and this year we have none. :( I remember first talking to you in year 8 cos I was sitting next to you in maths. Well y'know I had the wall next to me to talk to but I chose to talk to you instead so feel loved dear. :) Then we sat together for maths in year 9 as well. Yay for having Ms. S move you to the front of the room, and then move me right next to you... to "punish" us. It was fun paying attention in geography last year. ;) Lol I'm writing life stories again horhorhor, like a true ahjumma. Anyway yeah... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA GAY BABY ! :D

Hope you had a lovely day and look look I made a collage of our photos over the years hehe. Sadly I lost quite a lot of the 2010 ones. :( Just realised we haven't taken a luvoh together yet this year, I shall find a chance to. ^ o ^

Irrelevant

2012-02-29T15:42:00.003+11:00

Today is my go-home-an-hour-early day but I have already wasted the past two hours eating and showering. Sitting around wasting time is a good source of temporary happiness. After that I feel really disorganised. Did really bad in my English assessment today. I hate those "how effective" questions cos really the only answers you can give are "very effective" or "not effective" and then you have to write a load of bullshit to prove your point. The stuff I wrote was so irrelevant and I would be beyond happy if I manage to pass.

I am tempted to start coding a new blog layout, I have even dreamt up of what I want. LOL that's kinda weird but yeah. However, I must complete most of my maths and tutoring homework before I start doing so.

Here are some photos which are totally irrelevant to my post which were taken when I was on the train crossing the Sydney Harbour Bridge. I need to stop acting like an Asian tourist but y'know I just happened to have a camera with me that time and I wanted to take a photo of this really cool looking apartment/building near the bridge.

Happy Birthday Joyce

2012-02-26T16:14:00.005+11:00

Happy birthday Joyce even though you might not even read this but I shall force you to later anyway. Hehe counting down was fun and I was the first to say happy birthday at 12:00AM ;D I know you like Glee but it's all over your Tumblr anyway so I shall post some lovely gifs I found of Onew. :D I'm currently writing a birthday letter for you so I'm not writing too much here. Hope you had heaps of yummy cake (hope you have saved me some too, feed me some through your computer, LOL jk) and a fun birthday ! :D I'm finished with your present but it's a surprise for tomorrow. ;D

Happy birthday to Julie too! :D Have a nice day ~

Blue

2012-02-23T18:04:00.003+11:00

Had this moment of asdfghjkl-ness yesterday cos I was so behind on everything. Currently mentally stable because I have completed at least half of my Dr Du homework by Wednesday. As for the other half... Sigh what is tutoring doing to my life. Well I did get 95% in class quiz last week (ahem first in class gloat gloat) and I feel that I should do well again this week. =o=

Got school maths quiz back, didn't do so well cos I made silly mistakes. As for Modern history I did pretty well in my opinion. At least I did better than I thought I did cos my answers looked so short compared to everyone else's. I looked when I was handing my quiz in btw, wasn't peeking during the quiz lah. =o=

My blog is dying. I want to code a new layout. The stuff I rant about is too boring. My life at the moment is boring. Dear blog, I shall attempt to revive you later.

Listen to Big Bang - Blue, not gonna do any deep and meaningful fangirl talk but yeah this song is nice.

Frustration

2012-02-21T15:32:00.007+11:00

I get so frustrated when...

The weather's being retarded. Like it's too hot for a jumper but my arms are cold so I only wear the sleeves of the jumper and it's really inconvenient when I need to take off my bag or hold stuff. Also, it's damn windy and my hair isn't parted properly and it goes into my mouth when I'm trying to eat.
When the maths questions in a textbook go downwards/vertically. I always do the questions going across the page so I end up doing it in the wrong order like a, c, e, g.
When white out takes forever to dry. If I don't fill in the space again I would forget what I needed to write. If I was impatient and wrote over it anyway it would go all lumpy and I would smudge some of the white out.
When things are messy. I can't stand having my table/bag all asdfghjkl'ed. My bag goes lumpy when it's messy inside and it's also uncomfortable on my back. When my desk is messy I don't have enough space and I feel like pushing everything off.
When people are technology dumb. It's so damn frustrating watching someone who doesn't how to use a DVD player. They press fast forward but then they miss the part they want and then they rewind and miss again and fast forward and rewind and asdfghjkl it keeps going.
When Google Chrome crashes on me.
When someone interrupts what I'm doing cos then I feel really disorganised and asdfghjkl it's all their fault.
When there is a shitload of homework waiting for me while I am blogging. I don't want to do the work but then I chose these subjects so I can only blame myself.

Sigh sigh sigh, I'm going to go do my work and study for Modern History quiz tomorrow ~ Hopefully my next post would be more interesting.

Heaven

2012-02-17T17:10:00.004+11:00

Currently working my ass off in year 11. *forever complaining* I have trouble remembering stuff nowadays, most likely because I'm too lazy to. I swear I'm gonna get like alzheimer's before I reach 20. Haven't really done much lately, other than do homework and hardcore play Tiny Tower.

This post is so boring and pointless. Sigh I'm only blogging to keep my blog alive and cos I have a bit of free time this afternoon. Might as well get back to work and do some reading. \(= o =)/

Before you go, listen to Ailee - Heaven.

Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T17:01:00.004+11:00

Guess what, Miss Forever Alone has just received her first Valentine's Day card... from Jamila. Hehehe the biffle loves me but I didn't get her anything ._. You know what, I'm just gonna look at this beautiful gif of Kevin all day. Click here for those who need him too, I'm so thoughtful bahaha. Oh Kevin ! xoxoxoxoxoxox

Stayed up late writing essays for legal studies last night. =o= I like to write up my work cos it looks like I wrote a whole A4 page when it's actually just half a page typed up on Word. :L

Walked to school today cos I thought I had missed my train but apparently not cos Stella caught it and arrived at the same time as me. I needed the exercise. I actually don't have much to blog about cos it's just school and work. Better hop off the computer now since homework's waiting for me.

How was your Valentine's day/forever alone day ?

I'm alive

2012-02-12T16:23:00.004+11:00

Haven't posted since Monday, omg second week of year 11 and I'm already busy to the max. My memory has been failing lately so I wont bother recounting everything in detail, not that anyone really cares about me doing my maths homework, lawl I just told you what I've been doing anyway.

Well on Friday the swimming carnival was competitors only so we just spent the day at school sitting around. I swear the weather hates our school, my grade has only been to 2 swimming carnivals out of the 5 years we've been at this school. Not that it really affected me cos I don't compete anyway and I got to sleep in cos my school day started at period 2.

We go high on Sundays cos we're such enthusiastic Chinese students. The other kids must hate us LOL. Thai fried rice is nice. Miss must be so sick of us teaching us for 5 hours HAHAHA.

My rose bush is weird, well at least I think it's a rose bush. There's only one rose on the whole plant (okay I googled images of pink roses and I don't think this thing is quite a rose...) Yay my hands were still enough to take this photo. Say hi to my other weird asian plant again. Lawl I always take photos from my balcony cos I'm home all the time.

Happy Valentines Day for Tuesday ! (Since I might not be able to blog so often) Since I'm forever alone I'm gonna look at pictures of Kevin and Bang Yong Guk all day, yee ! =o=

160 minutes of maths

2012-02-06T16:49:00.005+11:00

Lawl last night I stayed up late doing my maths homework - consequences of blogging and watching MBLAQ Hello Baby in the afternoon. LOL obviously ain't learning my lesson since I'm just sitting around again.

I had four periods of maths today. Four 40 minute maths lessons which add up to 160 minutes of maths today. Half my day spent maths-ing and my brain feels so tired. At least I understand how to do the stuff and I got quite a lot done during class time hehe.

Double IPT was pretty boring but I worked pretty hard in my opinion. Non-IPT-ers had some meeting for sport and got to leave early. Jamila waited for me outside school, if she didn't I would've been a loner. I love my biffle. ;~; xoxoxoxox

You know what a bored child I am when you see me posting "artsy-farsty" (not even) photos of a paper ball my mom made out of shredded paper and an Asian ice tea bottle. =o=

Idek

2012-02-05T17:51:00.003+11:00

It's only been the first week of school but I'm already feeling stressed. After blogging this post I need to use my brain and try to remember what was for homework. Plus I have Dr Du too and I felt like head-desking during that lesson cos the stuff was so confusing. =o= Must work harder this year.

Despite sleeping in on Friday, I felt tired all the same cos everyone else got to leave school early but I had to stay for IPT which is really boring at the moment. Yesterday buses replaced trains cos of trackwork. Normally I have my monthly train ticket but I haven't bought it yet since people don't have train passes yet. I felt dodgy taking the bus without buying a ticket so I was a fit ahjumma walked home from Hurstville and it took around 20 minutes. Why don't I buy a ticket then ? Cos I'm a cheapo and I need the exercise anyway yeee. Rachelle came over so we played tennis on Wii and now my arm is sore. Yay for grunting like Sharapova.

Last night I tried to do as much Chinese homework as possible and I guess I completed around 90% of it ? So tired this morning. Chinese was fun though cos Stella and I were singing this awesome Chinese (not even) song 忐忑, click to watch this little girl sing it. :L Then there was this awesome carpet in the classroom so Tina, Jenny, Stella and I sat on it and started singing A Whole New World, HAHAHAH who gets it ? ;D (Aladdin reference btw) We got Miss to take a photo for us. So crazy today and this post is so messy.

This post is so random it doesn't fit under any label. Another stressful week of school starts tomorrow, I shall enjoy my afternoon while I can. 再见!

Mr. Bookworm

2012-02-02T16:35:00.007+11:00

My timetable is ruining my social life, not that I had much of a social life to begin with, but yeah. ㅠㅠ I don't get to see Jamila 3 mornings, 2 lunches and 2 afternoons a week. D:

My classes are alright despite being in no classes with the biffles. I have at least someone to sit with and talk to in most classes. Worst class is prolly Modern History cos I'm a complete loner, no one I know, not even anyone I am willing to start a friendly conversation with. ㅠㅠ Oh well at least I'll pay attention in class. =o=

So tired today, started heading to school at like 7:30am and Woolworthes wasn't even open yet so I bought lunch at the Asian bakery. Man IPT is pretty boring atm and I was so sleepy. Sigh Thursday is the longest day of my week, I have free periods on every other day.

Yay for having photos to go with this post. Just made a diary cover, decided to go with something simple this year and I'm lazy so I just used an image off the net instead of photoshopping the stuff like last year (click). I actually did my maths homework last night so I took a photo of that too (lawl obviously not finished at that time and how embarrassing would it be if you guys spotted a mistake in my working out) and my maths textbook bookmark is called Mr. Bookworm, hurhur sorry I'm lame. =o= He's actually just a semi-circle bahaha.

Star

2012-01-31T15:43:00.007+11:00

School started today omg. My day was okay actually but I just felt like omging about it. Faaah man I moved down a roll call and I have no classes with Jamila, Eva and Joyce. :( Yay for double free periods on the first day back ? Lucky I had Binna or I would've been a loner. D:

Anyway since blogging about school is kinda boring I shall recount the past two days. On Sunday I went all the way up to North Sydney to Tina's place. So far man, an hour's trip there. Her place was so cool and we cooked butter chicken for lunch, watched a movie and swam. Then I got back home and went city with family to see some Chinese New Year parade down George Street. Stood for 2 hours and it wasn't that great to be honest and my photos came out blurry. =o= On Sunday I spent around 3 hours trvelling/getting around to places in total.

Yesterday I just went Hurstville with Angela and Monica. We just sat in the air conditioned shopping centre and gossiped all day. We also realised that there are a lot of dodgy people in Hurstville.

Lawl what a boring post again, not even nice photos to go with it so do listen to Star - Jay Park.

Warrior

2012-01-28T14:26:00.007+11:00

Continued watching Playful Kiss yesterday because we stole eps off our friend bahaha. The main character is so stalker and Kim Hyun Joong's so mean it's funny. Yeah it's from last last year but I haven't finished watching it.

Omg I was looking forward to B.A.P.'s debut MV Warrior cos I'm a fan of Bang Yong Guk hehehe. The MV's alright but it's idk "so duh gangduh" in my opinion and all the members are blonde ._. B.A.P. = Blonde Asian People, LOL jk it doesn't stand for that but yeah. I'll prolly grow to like the mv more later and I need to learn the members. 8D The 96'er Zelo scares me ._.

Lawl this post is so pointless but I'm not gonna tag it with pointless cos there's Bang Yong Guk HEHEHE. Going to Tina's tomorrow and omg school in a few days.

Anyway I shall force you to listen to Warrior - B.A.P. and look at GIFs of Bang Yong Guk. Kyaaaaaaaa just look at that smile and his voice is just asdlfkjaskljflaj, he raps in the beginning btw. (gifs via 01011991)

Sepia =o=

2012-01-25T16:48:00.008+11:00

I am so bored there are no words to describe my boredom. Why don't I go out ? Because I'm lazy and I'm a 宅女. Actually face it, there's nowhere to go and no one to go with me. Wanted to go beach again but Tina's got work and it's gonna rain the whole week. =o= I actually want school to start already. I want to find out who I happen to have classes with and talk to people I haven't seen these holidays.

I have been attempting to study for this Chinese thing and I think I've been underlining and highlighting too much. You can't see the highlighter in the photo cos it's yellow. =o= I've been really bored so I took random photos in sepia in attempt to make them look "deep and meaningful". And yes that is the current state of my desk, lol jk I cheated and cleaned it up a bit but it's still messy. =o=

I swear I've been using =o= a lot lately, prolly cos that's how I've been looking in the holidays. Anyway I shall go... laze around again. WHAT TO DO WITH MAH LIFE ? D: Oh and I changed my tumblr to fat-tofu.tumblr.com =o=

Favors to ask

2012-01-22T18:11:00.021+11:00

Hi guys, I just coded a new layout for Skeletal Wings and I submitted the previous one so...
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Sigh feels like sucha long time since I started blogskinning... LOL jk it's only been a year and a half. Back then I had 14 on my profile and now I'm 16, sigh some of my earlier submissions are pretty shit but I don't wanna delete them cos then it'll ruin the numbering LOL. Okay instead of blabbering on about my Blogskin experiences I shall do a bit of advertising since this is a very short post.

Kitty from Blogskins is having a .info domain giveaway on her site Codeislove.net, check it out if you're interested. :) Oh and vote for Sandra for Dotti Style Nation ~ And um... that's it for this post, happy Chinese/Viet/Korean/Asian/Lunar new year everyone ! :D Actually, watch Infinite's Paradise MV hehehehehe ! ^___^

Stories

2012-01-21T14:00:00.002+11:00

I'm a bored child and I need my blog to stay alive so my pointless posts are gonna increase. =o= I think I'm going city for Chinese New Year celebrations tomorrow so I'm gonna queue this post when I'm actually typing it up at 11:29pm on Friday. I'm gonna just write about random life stories ~ ^___^

I've been spending less time on the computer... but I'm been relying more on my iPod Touch to survive my internet addiction. Just around an hour ago I read QiuQiu.sg's 12,000 - 13,000 word blog post on my iTouch and my eyes died so bad. x___x LOL I think that post's damn funny, kinda like something Monica would like to read (hi monistalker ~). I mean if QiuQiu was still a high schooler her teachers would be after her. LOL I'm so 八卦 (I think this phrase only makes sense in Cantonese) but hey gossip and life stories are always interesting.

Sigh I am a terribly bored and lame child. Monica told me to post about this so here it goes. I started playing Club Penguin again. LOL yes that's how bored I am. I think they deactivated our old accounts so my sister and I made a new one. Our penguin's called Fat Tofu, add me as a friend ?????? HEHEHE ;D Go on Club Penguin and get owned by little kids in sled racing, unless they're all secretly 16 year olds like me BAHAHAHA. There's so much new stuff, man feel so outdated. :( Omg when I first played CP 4 years ago, we were on dial-up internet so it took forever to load. When we went China we thought our aunt's broadband was pretty fast so we played hardcore. But now that we got broadband here we think the net in China is damn slow. :L Omg what are my readers going to think of me now. :L

To further ruin my image I have another story to share. A while ago I tried to log back onto Neopets, I remembered my username and password but I forgot the birthday I put down so they won't let me log in. :( LOL I can play the games without an account but I'm too lazy. I remember I used to get free jelly and free omelettes daily. Kinda stupid though cos it doesn't matter if your neopet is dying of hunger, it never dies anyway. :L

Admit it, we all used to play lame games. You are shamelessly awesome like me if you still do. LOL jk, welcome to the world of no lifes.

Looks vs. brains

2012-01-19T16:04:00.008+11:00

Yeah... I've been staying home all the time so I'm just gonna blog about random stuff again. I changed my blog layout yay, wanted to do that more than doing Chinese homework heh. Used a Blogger default template this time but omg it was so hard customising it and I'm not used to the HTML. The comments button is at the bottom. :( Made a header image and took me forever adjusting the words to go over it. Haven't displayed my blog archive in the past year I believe, now you can go through my old embarrassing colourful posts and read my un-punctuated (lol omg that isn't a word) writing. Oh and I also made About and Affiliates pages. :)

Okay my random thought of the day. Have you ever been asked if you could be born with either looks or brains, only one but not both, which would you choose ?

In my opinion, looks do matter cos I'm a shallow person LOL but we gotta admit we all like things that are appealing to the eye. My science teacher mentioned that there was some experiment where people got two copies of the same resume but attached different photos. In most cases the person who was more attractive was chosen, even females chose the prettier person. Plus I think sometimes life would be a lot simpler if you weren't smart and scheming (LOL I watch too much Asian drama). Downside is you won't be as successful since you'll lack the skills required for a high pay job. But who knows, you might have other talents.

Oh the other hand if you had brains, you get good results, you could get into uni, get a good job, earn lots of money AND GET PLASTIC SURGERY HHAHAHA. I'm kidding, that's just a choice but you'll probably have a better standard of living if you were smart. Or if you're deep and meaningful enough, you might realise that looks don't really matter to you.

What would you choose ? But then in the end I guess it's personality above looks and brains. :)

Before you go listen to Is Being Pretty Everything - Fat Cat, she's got a nice voice and omg she's pretty HAHAHA.

Brief blab ~

2012-01-17T17:44:00.008+11:00

Okay so... today is one of those days where I don't really have much to blog about so I'm just gonna briefly blab about the past few days and chuck in a photo taken ages ago.

I think I mentioned being sunburnt in one of my previous posts... and I've been complaining about it heaps on Twitter. My sunburn on my back is in the shape of a smiley face, minus the eyes. It's so black and asdlfjlaskj ! Luckily the peeling has started and the new skin underneath isn't as dark so I'm happy. Peeling like a snake horhorhor.

Went city to get my teeth checked up and cleaned yesterday. I swear I'm gonna develop a fear of the dentist's, the woman made me bleed and sprayed salt water everywhere. But then I ate Thai fried rice after that so I'm happy. Thai fried rice is so yummy. *___* Someone deliver some to my place nao ! ;D

Watched The Adventures of Tintin with my sister and her friends today. It was a funny movie but dumbo didn't realise it only came in 3D so we had to watch it in 3D, oh well I got her to pay for my 3D glasses muhaha. Saw the trailer of Ice Age 4, I wanna watch it. Ice Age 3 was on tv on Saturday and I was so happy hehe, I like the dinosaurs. :3

Okay I know this is an old song but listen to 나만 바라봐/Look At Only Me - Taeyang & G-Dragon. There are two versions of the song but I downloaded one with both of them in it ._. Turns out I downloaded a fanmade remix and it's good so I'll stick with it. ^ ▽ ^ This is the end of yet another pointless post. Who's been enjoying their holidays ? =o=

NI HAO

2012-01-16T17:38:00.000+11:00

Okay gaiz if my updates aren't appearing on your dashboard, please unfollow and refollow http://www.f-allingyou.com or by pressing my follow link again. :) Only gay thing about Blogger. =o=

GD // asian dramas

2012-01-14T13:44:00.007+11:00

I covered my school laptop again yay ! It's G-Dragon this time hehe, sorry Kevin I couldn't find high quality photos of you on google. :( My previous laptop cover was U-KISS but it started peeling off at the sides so yeah. Here's the post with my U-KISS laptop cover (click) ! 8D By laptop cover I mean a piece of paper contacted onto my laptop ._. Oh well good enough since the laptop's so ugly ~

Yeah that's pretty much what I want to ~~show off~~ blog about. My life is so boring. Should go out more but my mom's really Asian and thinks I should do homework during the holidays ._.

Finished 步步惊心 last night and surprisingly I wasn't too upset with the ending. Yeah I guess I had mentally prepared myself by reading the plot on Wikipedia. Plus I watched it with family so it'd be weird if I cried. Like I cried my eyes out watching 達浪 get dumped in Hi My Sweetheard by myself but I didn't shed a tear while watching 1 Litre of Tears with family. LOL once I cried during class watching My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, obviously not meant to be watching stuff during class but it was a sub so yeah. :L Oh Asian dramas, I can't live without you.

Not sick of my current lay yet so yep... Already made a new lay though but I'm not using it yet. ^___^ That is all, bye ~

步步惊心

2012-01-12T13:39:00.005+11:00

I'm back gaiz ! :D Miss me ? Anyway my custom domain is working now yay ! It's my prize from the Blogskins competition 2011. Thank you Shawn for organising the competition and sorting things out for me. ^___^ My blog url is now f-allingyou.com, I don't think I need relinking since my old blog url redirects to here anyway. However, there's the usual Blogger problem, you'll have to unfollow and refollow me for my updates to appear on your dashboard. :/ Yeah I know, should've used this chance to change my blog url since it doesn't really make sense but I've gone with it for over a year now so might as well stick with it. Here is a post on the meaning behind my blog name (click). Might make a new layout soon but it's gonna be heaps simple so yeah ~

Anyway today I am going to blog about 步步惊心. Hehe yes Stella I know you lurk and I'm really glad you told me to watch it. Such an intense emotional asian drama. ;~; I swear it's gonna be one of my favourite historical/ancient dramas (sorry idk what 古装 is in English). Omg man all the guys have nice eyebrows HEHEHE and yeah omg so intense. *o* It has a sad ending though, lol I haven't finished it yet but I cheated and read the plot summary on wikipedia. If you're Chinese you should really watch this drama. 8D

Went Cronulla beach with Tina and Jenny yesterday. My back is so sunburnt and my knees are sore from kneeling in the sand and asian squatting while picking up shells BAHAHA. Shall ask Tina for photos and might blog about Cronulla later.

Anyway I'm gonna go cover my school laptop now. Before you go you should listen to 三寸天堂 - 严艺丹, hehe 步步惊心 ending theme. ^ o ^ Image to go with this post hehe, just look at Kevin Cheng's thick defined caterpillar eyebrows.

BRB

2012-01-09T16:05:00.001+11:00

Trying to switch my blog to custom domain, I hope I can get this sorted. It might take a while so don't leave me gaiz ! D:

Box renovation

2012-01-06T19:00:00.002+11:00

I am such a bored lonely child in the holidays, gradually turning into a 宅女 \(= o =)/ which means girl who stays at home too much (?) Anyway here is a post on something I did last Christmas cos I was a bored lonely child on Christmas. *sad life* I was gonna post this a while ago but I got lazy. Anyway here it goes - Box renovation. Lawl sorry I'm too lame to come up with anything else.

Okay I had this ugly Asian box which was a box/cover for a diary I'm assuming. Okay a box is a box but this one had a cool locking thing (lol it doesn't even lock properly) but either way I liked it and kept it. I was always planning to renovate it cos it was ugly but I never got the time to (ahem I was lazy). I was bored on Christmas so I got off my lazy ass and let my creative juices flow ~

I put letters, cards and special souvenirs in that box. Found some leftover fabric from old textiles projects and an old lacey top.

Pulled everything apart since I needed to wrap the fabric around the cover. Sewed the fabric together in the middle to hold it together. Then I glued it to the cover of the box.

The box looked a bit gross so I gave it a new layer of paint. Then I glued some fabric inside the box to make it look more cosy (?) After that I glued the box back onto the cover.

As a finishing touch I added some ribbon to it. Weeeee now the box looks a lot prettier.

Anyway I'm in a hurry to go dinner now. I have more outings next week and I hope my life would be interesting enough to blog about. Bye guys !

6am // dear iTunes

2012-01-03T14:03:00.001+11:00

For some strange reason I was awake at 6am this morning, which is kinda weird since the time I usually wake up for school is like 8am and it's the holidays atm. I was only awake ofcourse, too lazy to get up. It's actually really nice at 6am, it's still a bit dark but sunlight seeps through the edges of my blinds (my window faces the east). It's quiet but I can hear the birds and trains passing by the train station. It's really nice at 6am but on any other day I'd be sleeping at this time. Oh and I fell asleep again and got up at 11am.

Anyway that was really random but this is a random pointless post where I share my life stories bahaha. Speaking of which, someone downstairs left their stove on the other day and our whole block got evacuated. There was no fire but a lot of gross smelling smoke. During the 30 minutes of standing outside, I managed to steal someone's wifi bahaha ! ^___^

Okay next topic - Dear iTunes,
Why are you such a bitch, lagging and freezing on me all the time ? Yesterday was the worst because you lagged so badly you refused to start up. I even threatened to unpin you from my taskbar, and I did but still you refused to start up. I need to get my kpop onto my iPod and if you fail on me today i shall... UNINSTALL YOU ! And then I'd reinstall you... BABY I NEED YOU ! I mean how else can I get music onto my iPod... Oh iTunes, please stop being a bitch and let's be frans ~

Yours truly,
Denise

ps. you're such a bitch

Happy 2012 ~

2012-01-01T15:01:00.015+11:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GAIZ ! ~ Time flies as you get older, aish I'm sixteen and I'm already sounding like a sixty year old. 2011 passed by so quickly and I don't think I worked hard enough this year. People say there's a lot of stuff I'm capable of doing but I'm just too lazy. I must work my ass off this year since I'll be in year 11 and the HSC is in the following year. So hopefully I won't spend as much time on the computer wasting my life away on the internet. There are some parts of 2011 that I'll miss dearly but then in a year's time I'd be missing 2012. Hope 2012 will be a good year ! :D

Spent the last day of 2011 in the city. Hogged some lovely front row spots at Darling Harbour for the fireworks. Sat there for hours but there were nice performances like Chinese Lion dance, some band (the ship thingy is their instrument btw) and um a circus act ? Aish I have some sort of Blogger disease nowadays, I'm constantly thinking of what good photos to post and what videos would make nice GIFs. I took a whole heap of photos but I'm only posting a few. Uploaded these onto Flickr so they're clickable ~

Just look at what the ship thing does, damn cool. The birds flying past make it look so dramatic LOL !

Then it got darker. I really don't like the dark but then there were a lot of lights so that was pretty exciting. LOL I sound like I'm from the country side or something. I wanna live in Hong Kong or China in the future cos the lights there never go off.

Then there were fireworks ! It's really nice watching fireworks in real life. Funny thing is, if you sit all the way at the front like my group did, you get hit in the face/eye by firework dust ? Also, I inhaled some fireworks dust (?) or whatever it is and starting coughing like mad. I am such a fragile child. ;~; Either way fireworks are fun ! ^___^

Anyway I'm currently being a lonely child on the first day of 2012 cos I'm too lazy to go over to Stella's. Have a nice day everyone ! :D

ps. my eyes are going square from making these GIFs ▣___▣ Enjoy the photos ~

Tomorrow

2011-12-30T11:15:00.005+11:00

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve and as I mentioned quite a few times before, I AM GOING TO SEE THE FIREWORKS ! ~ Not badass enough to see the midnight fireworks though cos I'm a good girl and I'm actually pretty scared of crazy drunk people... All the same I'm excited to see the 9pm ones but we're gonna have to hog good spots for like idk 4 hours ? :L Gonna have a sore butt, maybe I should bring a cushion...

Spent all day in city yesterday but didn't buy anything except for three 1.25L bottles of ice tea. Somewhat disappointed because I was kinda looking for a nice semi formal dress for the fireworks since my group is dressing up. The dresses at Ally were nice but weren't on sale. $30ish is cheap for a semi formal dress but not really worth it if I'm only gonna wear it like once. Oh well, just wearing a chiffon top and black skirt tomorrow, yay for being the most unformal ~

Okay I made these GIFs to go with the last Melbourne post but I forgot about it. What has these GIFs got to do with Melbourne ? you may ask, well every time I see a beach or a load of sand I think of Taeyang dancing in the sand and Tablo um walking in the sand stylishly. Damn I wish I could look so cool on the sand LOLOLOL ~ Why don't you just post the MV ? you may ask. Well I put so much effort into making GIFS so yeah, but here's the song anyway Tablo ft. Taeyang - Tomorrow.

WILL POST AGAIN NEXT YEAR ! HAPPY NEW YEAR GAIZ ! ~ What are you doing for NYE ? :D

Melbourne - Days 3 and 4

2011-12-28T14:05:00.001+11:00

Okay last Melbourne post, putting the last two days into one post cos I didn't take as many photos. Day 3 was pretty gay cos we drove for 5-6 hours to see the Twelve Apostles, and there's only like 7 left anyway... Oh don't forget, it was another 5-6 hours for the journey back. 10-12 hours wasted, and I was a whiny complaining bitch that day. Here are some photos of a beach we stopped at on the way.

Got bored in the car so I took photos of my Nikon using our old Fujifilm FinePix E550, there's so much dust in my camera. ;~;

Then I used my Nikon to take a photo through the viewfinder of old Fuji. Not many compact cameras have viewfinders nowadays. :(

Then we arrived at the Twelve Apostles and it was terrible. Firstly I don't know how to admire the beauty of 12 7 lumps of rock, also it was so fucking windy up there and omg it was just terrible. There were these cool plants that reminded me of cauliflower though.

Got back to the hotel and played cards again, prolly the most enjoyable part of the day. =___=

Day 4, went to some park in the morning near Parliament House Victoria and there were some cute ducks sitting around.

Then we went parliament house cos it was closed on the first day and it was kinda similar to Canberra but more vintage-ish. On both occasions I wanted fall asleep.

Last stop was Peninsula Hot springs and I didn't really enjoy that cos my shoulder got sunburnt. The skin on my shoulder's peeling now, yay feel like a snake. 8D And that's the end of my Melbourne trip ~

Aish I always miss the places I visit. ;~; Having an emo moment now cos the wedges I really really really want are still expensive and I mean I won't wear them out much so I'd feel bad if I make mom buy them for me. They're cheaper at Shoe Shed but I don't wanna buy online just in case it doesn't fit and there's only one Shoe Shed in NSW and it's in Penrith and I don't know where Penrith is so Imma have a crey. T___T I MEAN HOW NICE ARE THESE WEDGES ? (CLICK) SHOES Y U NO CHEAPER ? T___T

Sad child will now try to find something interesting to do in her boring holidays, bye ~

Count on Me

2011-12-27T20:09:00.003+11:00

Hai gaiz, went family friend's place yesterday and had the most exercise I've had in a while. It was fun laughing at the weird woman on tv on the bike telling us her life story, right Rachelle ? ;) Cards are always good for making family friend meetups unawkward. :3 Yay for basketball, I have discovered some shooting skills which I never knew I had before.

Oh and I won second place for the Blogskins.com Competition, hehe so happy ~ :3 Went boxing day sales today and got a $7 top from Myer, sadly the wedges I want are still expensive. :((( Anyway this is such a short post, last Melbourne post tomorrow or the day after. Going to see the 9pm new year's eve fireworks at Darling Harbour yay ! ^__^

My sister said she bet I was gonna post about this and she's right. Here's Jay and Tim Fung, HOW KYUTE THEY'RE TWINS. Jay was second for this Hong Kong singing competition The Voice. Listen to them, so kyute. :3

Melbourne - Day 2

2011-12-26T18:00:00.001+11:00

Hi guys post on second day at Melbourne. I'm actually writing this post on Christmas since I have nothing to do but this is scheduled to be posted on the 26th since I'm going out. Might as well write up the post since I'd forget what happened if I don't post about it soon.

Second day at Melbourne consisted of walking around the awesome CBD (central Business District). Like I mentioned before, it's kinda like Sydney's CBD but bigger, busier and cooler. It's a bit more vintage-sih too I guess because of the old fashioned buildings, loads of churches (there was even one opposite my hotel), trams and horse carriages. We took the tram to Crown Casino and rah rah rah let the photos do the talking...

HAH ! And you thought you won't have to see my face, LUVOH TIME ! ~ And then we just walked all the way back to the CBD... Found free wifi at the Lindt store TEEHEE ! ~

How cute is this little guy ? And around this time my camera ran out of battery so I used our uber old shared Fujifilm FinePix E550. Surprisingly old Fuji takes really nice photos, sometimes even nicer than my Nikon. ;~;

AND... WAIT FOR IT... I FOUND THE KPOP STORE WEEEEE ! ~ It's a big bigger than the Sydney one since it's got a whole second floor of kpop. Omg in the store, there was this stupid white chick and her conversation with her friend was just UGH. LOL I'm not being racist but like you'll see what I mean. Like Secret's performance was on the tv and the chick goes "Oh hey that's SNSD right ?" in her know-it-all voice. No dumb bitch, not everything is SNSD. Then T-ara is on the tv and she goes "Oh I don't like TARA" she pronounced it as TARA, I mean it's T-ARA/TIARA pronounced TEE-ARA. *fangirl rant over*

Anyway got back to the hotel and changed my camera battery so back to Nikon photos here. Look what I found on the door of some Korean mini-mart hehehe. The we just went Chinatown again and had dinner there.

My sister is the same height as me... and she's 3 years younger. *sad life* We then went back to the hotel to play bullshit and snap with the other kids, the parents were in another room playing big two. :L

Oh before I end this post I shall show you this photo I took at some iPhone case store, the stuff there was so kyute. :3 Too bad there wasn't much stuff for iTouch. :( BYE GAIZ ~

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T12:24:00.006+11:00

Yayay it's Christmas ! LOL last night/this morning at 12am I was talking to my lovely J-biffles. I already ate half the jar of the ginger bread shapes that Jamila made me. :( HAVE FUN IN KUALA LUMPUR JOYCE ! :D Tbh, I not that excited for Christmas cos I'm not doing anything anyway.

LOL I wanted to post a photo with this post but then I don't have a Christmas tree and I don't even have a Christmas hat... BUT THEN I found a little reindeer plush in my sister's room and I'm guessing it's Rudolf since it's got a red nose and I took luvohs with it. ^___^ I'm in my home clothes, DON'T JUDGE ME ! D: Oh and yesterday I realised that my phone does this really cool thing for Christmas. It's the everchanging theme and it always changes (duh) but I never knew it knew when Christmas was. O:

Since this post is so short and boring... Here's Tiffany's performance from SNSD's Christmas Fairy Tale. Yeah Taeyeon's my favourite SNSD member but her English is funny, SORRY TAEYEON. :( But yeah TIFFANY TIFFANY TIFFANY *fangirls* :D

Sixteen

2011-12-24T13:33:00.011+11:00

Yay it's my birthday today ! :D 16 now and Imma go change my age on all my social networking sites LOL. Don't have many teen years left, I have developed a fear of ageing. D:

Anyway I had my birthday party yesterday and I hope I did bore anyone. S: I had to run around collecting people cos the park was in the middle of nowhere but then it rained so we migrated to my place. I'm not a great party organiser so we just played pass the parcel and watched Orphan. I reckon the movie was damn funny since it was the second time I watched it but my J-biffles were so scared. :P My sister was so scared she slept in mom's room last night BAHAHHA ! Thanks heaps for coming gaiz and the presents were really nice, received so much glorious kpop this year ! ;~; *creys tears of joy* Loading everything onto my iPod HO YEAH ! ~~~ And thank you Rachel grandma for lining up for ages to get me a coke can with my name on it. Jamila, the ginger bread shapes you made are going to be gone in no time nomnom. ^___^

After that we went family friend's place for dinner and tbh it was pretty boring. They let us use their laptop so my sister and I were trolling my sister's friends. Family friend told us off for trolling while using her internet, she was rather harsh with what she said but then I don't care cos I think she's weird for talking to herself... HAH I'm so nice, U MAD ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TREE! :D
Ready to enter as a 16 year old into the new world and make the boys feel da heat? Gee gee gee baby you're growing up! I hope a genie comes to you so that you don't need to tell me your wish (... and I'm not magical). Run devil run, flail your arms and shriek on your birthday! Oh oh oh! Eat good food :) There's so many places to see, like Tokyo, Seoul, London, New York and I hope you have lots of awesome adventures in your 16th year.

Now that I shoot shoot shoot this message at you I will hoot hoot hoot because my god, I am lame.

HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!

Thanks Lucia for the awesome SNSD song birthday message posted above ~ ^___^ Thank you Jamila for spamming my wall and being the first to say happy birthday on Facebook. Rachel was first through txt (but it was sent at 11:59pm...) and ty gay bb Eva for dedicating a blog post to me ! ^___^ Okay photo spam time ~

LOLOL I worked out how to make GIFs using Photoshop thanks to Gabby's tumblr tutorial. Have a nice day and Merry Christmas for tomorrow ! ~ :D

Melbourne - Day 1

2011-12-21T15:13:00.006+11:00

Hi gaiz, I'M BACK FROM MELBOURNE ! ~ I got back to Sydney last night at like 10pm, went to sleep at like 1am and got up at 11am today. Lawl no one cares but I always share my stories anyway. I'm only posting about day 1 now cos Asian tourist takes too many photos. Mega disappointed because I didn't get to go Melbourne zoo and Luna Park. :( My blog views have been dropping dramatically (lol actually not really, I'm just exaggerating). Oh and click on my Nuffnang ads please ! :D

Let the photo spam begin ! First day I had to get up at like 5am in the morning and I was so damn tired. Arrived at Melbourne in god knows when (I wasn't keeping track of the time) and first stop was Chinatown HO YEAH ! ~ Then we just drove around Melbourne CBD. It's a lot bigger, busier and cooler than the one in Sydney, pssh it's only George Street in Sydney.

I want this bike, someone steal it off the street for me.

Next we went Parliament House Victoria but it was closed so we walked around and found some church (sorry idk what it's called cos I'm sad like that) and yeah... Trams in Melbourne are damn cool.

There were people getting married at the church, how kyute man. Look they even had horses and a carriage. Damn cool. The church was a bit tall and scary but yeah.

Then we stopped at some random beach and it was so fucking windy and my nose started running and my eyes started itching. It was terrible, I hate my hayfever/allergies/idkwhat. The plants by the sea were pretty interesting though.

We went to see penguins swim up the beach at Philip Island at like 9pm and it was still fucking windy. It was cute though and I never knew penguins lived in holes... I thought they had igloos then I remembered only Eskimos built igloos. Weren't allowed to take photos of the penguins or the poor things would get mini heart attacks and go spastic (if they weren't spastic already. Got back to the hotel at like 12pm and my hayfever/allergies/idkwhat were killing me.

And that's all for Day 1, suprisingly I haven't posted luvohs of myself LOL. I looked droopy and dead on the first day so yeah. Day 2 consisted of more walking around in CBD. Will be posted later, like later later cos I have to buy stuff for my party tomorrow and yayay birthday party on Friday. It's gonna rain and we're gonna be in the park but I hope it won't be too bad ._.

Anyway gotta go uh... write down what I need to buy tomorrow, BYE GAIZ ! ~

じゃね

2011-12-16T00:14:00.011+11:00

Okay so mom's out right now and I'm meant to be finishing my Dr Du homework so I'm gonna try to blog as quickly as I can. Yesterday I went homework help and dragged Aileen with me. Thank you and sorry Aileen ! :') I've got 80-90% of the hw complete so that's good. Highlight of yesterday - this guy with nice legs. Okay he was wearing mid-thigh length shorts and then Aileen commented on his nice skinny legs (nicer than mine wtf) and then we couldn't stop checking out his legs... LOL I'm sorry that's kinda disturbing but it was funny.

Hehe I had a sneak peek at the plane letters I received. I KNOW I shouldn't be reading them yet but I can't wait. ;~; It was only a peek and I look forward to reading the rest on the plane. ^___^

Haven't touched my Nintendo DS Lite in ages, I think the last time I charged it was early this year ._. I'm still a noob at Mario Kart... Aish pulled off stickers from my DS and stuck them on my phone instead. LOL all of my electronic devices are fob-mafied with stickers on them; my iTouch, phone, DS and camera. My school laptop's too ugly LOL, oh I need to make a new laptop cover in the holidays.

I had no photos to post so yeah... LOL there's a piece of hair (?) on my DS in the photos. Anyway I won't be blogging for the next 4(?) days cos I'll be in Melbourne but I hope I can find free wifi for tweeting and Instagram ! ^___^ Have a nice holiday gaiz ~ じゃね ! ~ (copied and pasted from Angela's blog BAHAHA)

edit : OH AND MY ADS START TOMORROW ! Please click on them, I'll move my Nuffnang closer to the top of the page ! :D

Christmas soon ~

2011-12-13T16:15:00.012+11:00

It's gonna be Christmas soon ! Well nah. Hmm I've realised that as I grow older, I'm actually not as into it as I used to be. Christmas used to be such a big deal, I mean it still kinda is but yeah. For example, my classmates and I used to give every single in the class Christmas cards but now we're too lazy for that. I haven't given out cards since high school but then I did this year but only to my group and Joyce. So far I've only received one card and uh two letters LOL, thanks gaiz ~ :3

Oh speaking of letters, people who are going China have been asking for plane letters and I'm like lawl I'm not going overseas but then I realised that I'm taking a plane to Melbourne *gasp* Write me plane letters ? :D

Learnt about and did change blindness experiments during science and it was pree fun hehe. Click here and try yourself ? LOL try find what changes when the photo flashes. See how long you take, if you're slow like me you'd take a while and when you find the difference you'd prolly smack yourself cos it's pree damn obvious. :L

Anyway I shall leave you with photos of the card and two letters I've received so far. The paper that Eva used is nice hehe. *u* Oh and the last photo is of the pop-up Onew card I made Joyce and the flowery one in the background was for Jamila. :3 Yay my special J-biffles. 8D

Oh and thanks for the 100+ likes on Facebook ! Are you excited for Christmas ? :3

Smelly ancient books

2011-12-12T16:39:00.008+11:00

Hi guys ! Omg it's last week of school and asdf it's so damn pointless. Highlight of today was prolly helping the English staff chuck out old books from like 1967 ? Smelly ancient books. Jamila and Rachel each took one to smack each other's butts. Oh and I gave people Christmas cards today hehe, photos of the ones I made later. ^___^

Okay random part of this post, actually nevermind my whole post is random so yeah. I was on Minimally Minimal and it mentioned this Jap phone brand called iida so I googled it and omg the phones are so kyute. The Light Pool phone is so cool and alsjfklasjdf I want a cool looking white flip/fold phone. I don't care if the functions aren't that great since I have my iTouch but omg I like pretty phones. My current black Nokia 6300 is a rock.

Oh hey look, it's some random gifs I took with Kim during IST last week. LOL it says 我想劫个色 in the middle one which pretty much means "I want to rape you", the English subtitle doesn't make sense. Aish Kim is such a happy chappy child, doesn't the pink and love hearts effect suit her ?

Omg nuu Shoutmix won't be free anymore. :( It's so much better than Cbox cos I can delete spam on my blog without having to log in to the main site. Ugh back to cbox with the shitload of spammers.

edit : Omg I just wanted to say that yesterday I saw this person dressed in a massive Blue Bear costume promoting for Morning Glory walking around at Hurstville. LOL it was damn funny and kyute and wouldn't it be nice if it was a hot Korean guy inside.

A Class and HUH

2011-12-10T16:14:00.007+11:00

Omg I haven't blogged since Tuesday. D: Allow me to do a brief recount of the past few days. On Wednesday my group exchanged Secret Santa presents and I received a 4minute HUH mini album from Lucia ! :D Damn happy and thank you so much, yes Lucia I know you lurk. ;) I got Kimberly a non feathery duster, charcoal pencils, some thing and a slightly out of tune singing Christmas bag (technically it didn't sing but it played Christmas carols). Damn should've taken a photo of how I wrapped the duster, it was so sexy.

On Thursday... I can't really remember what happened but I borrowed Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince for holiday reading. I borrowed that book like 2 years ago but gave up at the first chapter. =___= Oh and Eva gave me miss A's A Class album, thank you Eva and Rachel. :') Oh Eva I don't know when you're leaving for Hong Kong or if you'll even read this but have a fun and safe trip GAY BB ! ~ ^__^

Friday was Speech Day so I got to sleep in cos it started at 1pm. My School Certificate marks and school report are alright I guess. Good in my standards since I don't really expect much. But hey I got pree good for maths, IST and textiles. :D Went Meet Fresh after Speech Day with Jamila and it was buy one get one free teehee ! Wandered around in Westfield and went Dr Du after that. My Friday nights are depressing.

Today was okay but I was tired in the morning and the people sitting behind me was full talking during Dr Du lesson and I was mega pissed. Got home, watched an episode of Asian drama while pigging out on Pringles and soft drink.

Yup and you gaiz should know what happens when I receive stuff, that's right I take photos of it TEEHEE ! Gabby's gonna hate me cos I'm being like those show-off Tumblr people. ;D Photo spam time !

I have updated my wishlist hehe *shameless to the max*. Omg one more week of school. Kill me now. At least science lessons are fun now but everything else is pree boring. Going Melbourne next Saturday ! :D Anyway I should attempt my Chinese homework and finish writing/making Christmas cards, bai gaiz !

Fever's end

2011-12-06T18:06:00.008+11:00

Hi guys ! I... forgot what I was going to blog about. I'm sure it wasn't all that important but yeah... Omg I smell curry right now, smells nice and now I'm hungry. :( Hmm you know, I think this is just another pointless post so yeah. :) Please forgive me if this post ends up being really random. Oh started watching The Voice 3, it's this Hong Kong singing competition and wowow some of the guys are kyute... Yup that's all I care about HEHE ! LOL they're good at singing too so that's all good. Omg I've been listening to Mando music now, anyone recommend some good Chinese songs ?

Yayay giving each other Secret Santa presents tomorrow. I hope my person will like the stuff I got her. I wonder who my Secret Santa is, did they get me kpop stuff ? If they didn't I will be an ungrateful child and crey my face off. LOL jk don't think I'd be that sad, after all it's the thought that counts. I hope they did put thought into it... Speaking of Christmas, I need to start drawing Christmas cards to some people cos I don't give Christmas presents. :/ I collect the Christmas cards I receive, found a few from the year before while cleaning my desk today but I can't find my box/folder full of them. :(

Ah I take too many luvohs. This is what happens when I own my own camera and an iTouch with a front facing camera... LOL people who follow me on Instagram would know. BTW my instagram username is skeletalwings *self promoting here* Oh and I'm a wannabe uh hair ninja here cos I thought my black hair looked shiny.

Listen to Bad - Tablo ft. Jinsil, omg Tablo's Fever’s End Part 1 album is now added to my uber long wishlist. 再见啦 ! ~

Chocolate

2011-12-04T17:42:00.012+11:00

Another pointless post on a gloomy Sunday afternoon. Highlight of Chinese school was the mini concert that Stella and I held, I mean it was free of charge so you gotta love our lovely Chinky singing which consisted of 北京欢迎你，霍元甲，听妈妈的话，发如雪，至少还有你 and the Chinese National Anthem. Do Youtube these lovely songs. Had exams for both morning and afternoon Chinese lessons, hope I went alright.

I'm so tired today, maybe it's cos of the gloomy weather. I was kinda like that yesterday as well... my weekends aren't fun. Went out to buy my Secret Santa person a present today, got damn annoyed cos the stuff she wanted was hard to find. But in the end I managed and yeah. On a brighter note, I like chocolate. It's so nice and nomnomable, fatty and makes you feel so much happier. Yup made a gif on my iTouch and edited it with different kyutesy asian effects, that's how much of a life I have. Enjoy these gifs of me eating chocolate. Want some ? Lol jk I'm a fatty so it's all gone now.

Speaking of chocolate, listen to Syndrome by Chocolat. It's not a typo, apparently chocolat is chocolate in French, meh *shrugs* Don't really like the group or the song but it's kinda catchy and somewhat relevant to this pointless post so yeah.

Oh and ad for Churp Churp, it's kinda like Nuffnang where you earn money from ads and social networking and yeah find out more by clicking on the link. :D You already tweet about the things you love so why not join @ChurpAU and earn some pocket money from it?

Fobs and food

2011-12-03T16:31:00.003+11:00

Thursday was prolly the best day of work experience for me since I actually had stuff to do other than sweeping the floor. I had to mix hair dye but then I stirred up the bleach powder and it went everywhere and I think I inhaled some. Yeah I've been telling everyone this but it's important so you'll know what to tell the doctors if you see me gasping for air. After work experience, Ahjussi and I went night shopping which was more like night eating since we didn't buy anything except for food. Yay for 4 sushis for $10 and sharing a ginormous $8 Supreme Mango Crushed Ice at Meet Fresh. The promotional photo is a lie, in reality there's more ice than mango and omg you really need two people to finish it. The photos of us eating the Mango Ice on my ipod are ugly, I'll ask angela for the ones she took. :L

Friday was such a rush cos it was busy day and the boss was grumpy and all. :L There were a lot of people but they didn't get their hair cut, only treatments or dyeing so I couldn't even sweep the floor. :( Ahjussi and I got them egg tart as a thank you gift (yay for asians) and yeah that's pree much it. I don't like Fridays, everything feels so rushed and I get these "life is pointless" moments.

Saturdays are gay, okay maybe just this one cos I'm sulky from Dr Du. Anyway damn unmotivated at the moment and let myself grab a can of coke. I should be starting my Chinese yearly exam essay which is about the two year old 王悦 who got run over in China, anyone very passionate about this topic and willing to help me ?

Some fobby luvohs from Thursday, have fun in China Ahjussi ! We are sah attractive in the last photo CHYEAH ! ~ ^___^

300+ followers

2011-11-30T18:34:00.008+11:00

Yay I've reached 300+ followers ! :3 Thank you for following and/or reading Falling You despite my rants, lameness and grammatical errors. Oh and I've reached 90 likes on Facebook, 10 more to 100 ! :D Please support and click on my Nuffnang ads. ^___^ Yeah and I don't know what else to say so I'll blog about my day. :)

Yesterday was kinda sad cos we were let off early at like 2:30pm and we were meant to work til 6pm... The work experience people didn't need us so we went shopping. We got chiffon sleeveless shirts hehe, Ahjussi's is blue and mine's teal. Kinda wanted beige at first but it was so damn see-through ._. We're gonna wear them on Friday cos a teacher is gonna check on us during work experience and we wanna look 'proper' LOLOL. Thank you ahjussi for the birthday present ! ^__^

Today was pree fun hehe. Ahjussi got her hair curled and tucked into a bob cut HAHAHA, true fob. We put data onto Excel and swept the floor... Oh highlight of the day, we vacated the room when a ginormous bee/wasp/some scary bug entered. LOL like we all ran out of the shop (Angela, the girl working there, the customer and I) and people walking through the arcade were like "What's going on ?" Then the girl got the guy from the shop next door to kill the wasp and we went back in ~ My sweeping skills have improved BAHAHA and I got to dye hair again ~ :D

Sorry haven't been taking photos so yeah... Might take some tomorrow or Friday hehe. ^___^ Okay after dinner I must continue doing my Dr Du homework and start my Chinese essay. Annyeong ! ~

Work experience

2011-11-28T18:17:00.004+11:00

Work experience at the hairdresser's was actually pretty fun ! Well better than I expected it to be cos I thought they would like idk child labour us cos it's an Asian place. :L The people were pretty nice and yeah we learnt how to dye hair (yay !), serve customers, assist in perming hair and uh sweep the floor. :D Aish now I have this urge to layer and dye my hair like a true fob...

Yeah.. that's pretty much it for my day. Oh btw guys, I have ads on my blog atm hehe ! :D They're further down the page this time, and yes anti-smoking ads again. Please click on it ! :D Oh and if you're really nice and bothered, please go to my Tumblr and Skeletal Wings and click on the ads there, thanks ! :D

Okay this post is really empty so yeah listen to Someday by U-KISS before you go ! :)
How was work experience for you ?

Doodles

2011-11-27T15:37:00.008+11:00

Chinese school was rather eventful today ~ It was the first time I played the penis game today. LOL if you don't know what it is you have to say "penis" louder than the person who says it before you. Yeah Joyce always ask me to play but I never did cos I thought it was damn embarrassing and I know she'd win anyway. ;) LOL decided to play today since Stella started it and it was Chinese school so I didn't care about being shameless. 8D My sister won the first game LOL. Another highlight of today's Chinese lesson; writing good things about myself and Stella for 自我评价 and 同学评价. LOL Stella wrote such cheesy stuff for me, she called me an angel ! So I called her a fairy/goddess for hers ~ 她是一个仙女 !!! \(* o *)/

Yay for work experience tomorrow. Best thing is sleeping in ofcourse since mine starts at 11am ~ Yay for going to an Asian hairdresser's at Hurstville. Ahjussi and I are going to have fun being fobby to the max.

I am so vain. As you should all know, my self esteem is like beyond high but still I have those um insecure moments ? I shall call these moments my kitty moments, no need to explain why. Yay for photoshop, I can doodle on myself wakaka. I still haven't mastered the skill to beautifully liquify myself though. Had my fringe kinda up cos it was damn hot, say hi to my pimple scars. I look kinda fat at this angle. LOL excuses, I really need to go run around sometime ._. Other than all that, I think I'm radiantly beautiful. It's okay guys, just go vomit in a corner BAHAHAHA ! ;D Ah even I think I'm weird ~

How high is your self esteem ?

Kevin

2011-11-25T21:13:00.003+11:00

It was so nice reading warm and fuzzies today. :3 Yes I made a mistake in my previous post, they're warm and fuzzies, not fuzzy wuzzies LOL ! I was surprised I got some from people I don't really know since I'm such a nice person. It was fun writing nice messages and shoving them into people's paper bags too. :) Thank you Florence for telling me I have nice eyebrows and nice nostril shapes BAHAHAHA !

I don't really have much to blog about so I'll get to the point of this post now ~

It's Kevin's birthday today !!! ~ ^___^ My favourite U-KISS member hehehe ~ One day I will meet him and propose to him. I shall leave you with a short version (?) of U-KISS's latest PV Tick Tack ! ^___^ Btw he's the sexy blonde at 0:47 ~

Have a nice day ! ~

Fuzzy wuzzies

2011-11-24T17:56:00.004+11:00

Started peer support training today, I don't really plan on being a peer support leader next year though cos I'm not a very leader-ish person. I was in a group with Kimberly, Leung and Florence He, yay for people I know. Sadly I wasn't with Jamila again, I'm never with mommy. ;~; I swear the timetabler or random generator or FATE has something against me. *creys*

Peer support training was kinda like... "let's all be happy chappy kiddies and give each other fuzzy wuzzies !" Btw fuzzy wuzzies are nice messages that we're dropping in each other's paper bags.

Could kinda feel the gloomy aura in the room today. I kinda know what it's about but I'm not them so I don't know how they feel. I sound uber awkward when I say stuff like this but please cheer up gaiz. ;~; Remember, food will always be there for you ~

Some random photos taken today, pretty satisfied with my new photo enhancing style. Have a nice day gaiz ~

Spam

2011-11-23T18:22:00.006+11:00

It's been raining all day, how annoying but it feels really nice and cosy being indoor in this weather. Yeah this post is kinda like spam to your Dashboard so bear with me cos I have nothing to blog about so I'm just gonna blog about really random things. I really dislike spammers, lawl how ironic since I just kinda claimed to be one myself. But hey, you guys chose to follow me so enjoy my spam ! 8D

I don't get the spambots anymore, maybe it's shoutmix. As for the real bloggers (who I don't know), I don't mind you saying stuff like "was here" but if you post that like five fucking times in a month then it really pisses me off because you are spamming my tagboard. I know, I know, you really may have visited that many times a month but is it really necessary to drop your spam on every single visit or do you just want to gain traffic for your blog ?

As for those who go "please follow my blog" or hardcore advertise their blogs on my blog, if they're polite then I just tell them "sorry, no" but if they are the type to follow me in hope for a follow back well too bad, I won't because I don't want to.

Those actions just prove that your blog is not interesting enough for anyone to follow at their own will. Don't you find it shameful spam advertising your own blog on someone else's ? Don't start hating, I'm not targeting this at any particular individual but spamming does get very annoying. Lawl I'm such an unfriendly blogger.

Anyway... I don't have much to say now. Lunch time with Jamila and Joyce was pretty fun, they are the best. Joyce is so hyperactive I can imagine her being those spastic children who used to get dragged by their parents with those kid leash things. (click for kid leash image). Those kids leashes are damn funny, I can imagine the parent saying "oh hey sorry, gtg walk my kids." BAHAHAHAH LOL am I the only one who finds this funny ? Okay I shall end this totally random post here ~

Lawl I lied in the previous sentence... if you haven't noticed, I now have a tag for pointless posts, yay ! ~

Joyce

2011-11-22T18:15:00.013+11:00

This isn't the first time I've dedicated a post to Joyce, I mean she's so strangely ~~spastic~~ cool. There's something I've realised recently, talking to Joyce requires a lot of energy. :L I don't mean I'm tired of talking to Joyce, it's fun but after talking around 40 minutes non-stop I feel so damn drained out. :L

Let's start with talking about Joyce with msn. She types so damn fast and 95% of the time it's in caps lock LOLOL ! Sometimes she types so much I have to tell her to pause so I can full screen the msn convo window and scroll up to read her full stories.

In real life, this discovery has only been recently made. I mean I had classes with her last year but we never talked 40 minutes or more non-stop. We have though this year in the combined science double (which is like 80 minutes) and at lunch time today. At first it's like a real life high speed, caps lock conversation cos she's so energetic and her stories are always interesting but by the end of it I feel so damn tired and Joyce is still running on full energy. I suspect that she drains energy from me while talking to me...

Thank you Joyce for being a spastic child who spams my formspring and talks to me to drain away my energy D: LOL ~ Anyway Joyce is very epic and if she reads this post she would be smiling her face off in front of the computer. If she doesn't read this then nvm I told her about my discovery anyway ~ 8D

To end this post, since it looks plain, here is T-ara's Yayaya mv (yes like a year old but who cares) cos it reminds me of Joyce's hyperness/hyponess (?) and HO YEAH WE SHOULD TOTALLY CATCH A NO MIN WOO TOGETHER ! 8D

New layout

2011-11-20T17:38:00.005+11:00

I don't remember the last time I html-ed and coded my layout. Just a change of colour scheme, pattern at the top and skinnier blog. I feel that there's too much going on at the top but Gabby said it was fine so yeah. :3 Oh and I don't know where the gif thing at the top is from, if you know please tell me so I can credit it ? ;~;

Chinese school was pretty fun today, Stella and I recited stuff like good enthusiastic Chinese students ! ^___^ The kids were really kyute and enthusiastic to the max. There were some people who pretty much yelled into the annoying mic while reciting and there was this comedy show which wasn't funny. Bought fried rice from some Thai place and it was really yummy, like really really yummy. Afternoon Chinese lesson was pretty interesting and Stella, if you're currently lurking, you are a very eager Chinese student LOL :P

Four more weeks of school left, I don't really know what's going on in the following week but work experience is in the next week. LOL I'm going to a hairdresser's for work experience because digital media and web design companies don't accept work experience. :((( Going Melbourne when the holidays start and coming back just before my birthday. Like anyone cares but LOL I'm just like this hohoho. ^___^

I shall leave you with this photo of my cheap Korean nail polish bought from China... Dodgy isn't it ? But who cares I think it looks cool in this photo (even if you don't agree with me) :D

edit : made slight changes with my layout, decided to ditch the top transparent white part... :/

Formal

2011-11-19T15:30:00.006+11:00

My school formal was on Thursday night and it was really fun ~ :) Damn I got home at like 12am on the night and Friday night was hardcore Dr Du night so yeah I might not remember everything correctly. LOL I write such detailed posts and I'm assuming everyone cares even if they don't.

Hardly anyone went to school on Thursday cos apparently it requires a lot day to prepare for the formal, people are funny. The whole year had a combined double science lesson and I was playing boxes with Jamila and Joyce. Jamila won the first game so we ganged up on her in the second game. Then Joyce and I did epic kindergarten drawings hehe.

Jamila came over to prepare for the formal, then we went to catch the train with ahjussi ~ My face looked asdf in the top right photo so yeah, I'm a kyute kitty okay ? Low self esteem next to Jamila and ahjussi was such a kyute fob ~

You know what, I'm too lazy to recount everything so here are photos. Unfortunately my camera takes not-so-good dark indoor photos so yeah. Most of the photos are combined cos yeah. Took so many but some couldn't even be saved by photoshop. :(

See my awesome dipping hem/mullet dress ? LOL I look fat in it and no one clashed with me. :D

Photos of people in my group, everyone looked sah pretty hehe ~ Oh and I think this photo looks cool.

Last photo taken from the professional photographer's Facebook page, the quality on Facbeook is shit but yeah, waiting for the JPEG images to be emailed.

Friday was so bludgey and today I came second in my class for Dr Du weekly quiz ~ LOL no one cares but yeah I'm forever gloating ~ ^___^ Tomorrow's the annual 朗诵比赛 at my Chinese school and in past years it's been pretty fun watching enthusiastic little Chinese kids proudly reciting their pieces. Have a nice day ! :D

Green day

2011-11-16T17:47:00.003+11:00

No, not the band Green Day but some random environment day at my school, oh yay. Didn't really do much today and it was windy yeah that's pretty much it. Such an unenthusiastic student I am, I didn't even wear green for Green day. Instead I wore a blue dress with a light blue denim jacket, my excuse was that I am colour blind and I thought it was Blue day. Oh and the koalas were cute and I had to carry Jamila's shoebox full of make up with me all day.

This is actually a very pointless blog update but OMG I AM EXCITED FOR THE FORMAL TOMORROW ! :D Okay to be honest I'm not sure what we're even doing at the formal... people say you dance but when I hear that I imagine a bunch of girls jumping around and pelvis thrusting to Justin Bieber music, not exactly dancing but yeah. I'm looking forward to the food, hehe I'm such a fatty. What I'm looking forward to most is prolly getting ready and watching everyone cake on make up at Stella's place hehe ! :D I hope I don't trip over and die or fall down the gap while walking and taking the train to the city.

Aish my lips are swollen, allergic reaction I'm guessing but I don't know to what. Or maybe it's karma for saying some shallow stuff which I shall dedicate a post to and discuss later. Ah well it's un-swelling (?) after I put on some cream so I hope it'll be fine tomorrow. Swollen lips and legs with bug bites for the formal, hell yeah I'll look sah goOoOOOOd !!11!!1111

Anyway this post is really pointless so yeah, better get more Dr Du homework done. Dr Du ruins lives. Well I know tutoring is meant to be good for you but omg damm stressful ~___~ Just painted my nails so I'm typing with one hand, just felt like telling you ~

Itchy

2011-11-15T17:21:00.003+11:00

The back of my legs, my knee and my nose has been damn itchy today. I have two bug bites on my knee from the park on Sunday (omg perfect bug bites for the formal !) and I think I got more from sitting in the grass today. Stupid fire drill.

Omg the formal is in two days ! I'm sah excited hehehehehehe ~ ^___^ I got my dress and heels back in like June LOL and I think I've got everything else. Make up still needs a bit of practice and I gave up on falsies cos I'm too noob to glue them on properly. :( Jamila's coming over before the formal and we're gonna take the train with ahjussi ! :D Dunno if we should go Stella's though, I want to but it'll be hard going there and back in heels... BUT OMG I'M EXCITED ! :D Gonna charge my camera on Wednesday night so I can millions of photos with everyone ! ^___^

Guess what we did in science today ? We played around with chicken feet since Mr. D said we'll just do random experiments for the rest of the year. We cut it at around the wrist and when you pull the ligaments the claws twitch and move LOLOL ! Kinda gross cos I mean it's dead chicken feet after all but it was fun, especially scaring Rachel with the twitching chicken foot. Mr. D said we were creepily unsqueamish about it, maybe it's cos Asians eat chicken feet at yumcha HAHAHAH 白汁凤爪 ! 8D

It's Green Day tomorrow, oh yay ? Not really looking forward to the long morning assembly and random uh green (?) activities. I hope I'll have someone to cling with since it's in roll call groups or something. :( Oh and it's mufti day too, how bothersome.

Thank you Florence for getting me SNSD The Boys album ! *creys* ;~; It's so damn nice and asdfghjkl; *fangirls* Hehe your wrapping was very cute and I like it very much and you must do a wishlist so I'll know what to get for your birthday ! :D

That's pretty much it for today, so unmotivated now since SC and nearly everything is all over. Still gotta do my Dr Du homework but that's for after dinner so Imma just sit around for now. :)

Luna Park

2011-11-14T16:11:00.004+11:00

Okay the Luna Park post is finally here after three days ? I will try my best to recount everything in the right order. S: Okay In the morning I caught the train with Angela and Stella to Milsons Point and we took luvohs together like Asian tourists (minus Stella cos she didn't want to) but I look so derp in those photos so I'm not posting them. *looking after my image here LOL jk* Then Jamila arrived and I attempted this Asian drama style running hug but our knees knocked together and now we got matching bruises for the formal yay !

Starting around 11am, Jamila, Stella, Lucia and I kinda formed a sub group and went on a whole heap of rides. I really like rides hehe. First we went on the Flying Saucer and it was my favourite ride and I thought it was damn scary at first cos it's a standing ride but yeah it was so fun but I only got to go on it once cos it closed. :( The Tango Train was fun but I was in pain most of the time cos I lost to scissors paper rock and had to sit on the outer side. I was squished by Jamila during the ride due to the centrifugal force, LOL science. Bumper cars was fun and so was Wild Mouse but I hit my elbow when the carriage thing turned and I got a bruise. :( After that we went to the Coney Island funhouse thing and we had to go back to the entrance at 1:45pm.

Took a lot of photos but some of them came out weird cos it was really sunny and the lighting was weird and so was my face. Took a group photo in front of the big face entrance, thank you Eva for taking the photo ! :) Cos the school excursion ended at 1:45pm, most of the people left but Jamila and I decided to stay and go on all the rides hehe. Oh Jamila, Australia's next top model right here. *points down*

We went on the ferris wheel, Spider and the Ranger. Very nice view from the ferris wheel hehe. I was damn excited for the Ranger cos I thought it was epic last time I went on. This time I was mega disappointed cos I didn't find it scary but I screamed for fun anyway. The only scary moment was when it stopped upside down for a longer time. I want more exciting rides ! :(

Jamila and I left for Darling Harbour after that. This time there was less kids at the playground but we still didn't really go on much. Photo of Jamila pumping the water thingy. Then we walked to the fountain thing and the shopping centre and bought food and ate like fatties.

That's pretty much it from Friday at Luna Park. The longer I take to blog stuff, the more I forget and rush stuff. Ahwell anyway, today was damn hot. Eva and I talked about our ideal future husbands HAHAH, we sounded so much like 30 year old spinsters who would never get married. Okay I've run out of blogging motivation, that's it for today !

Rachel & Lisa

2011-11-13T18:23:00.006+11:00

Today was Rachel and Lisa's surprise birthday party. :) Their birthdays are like next week really so I'll say happy birthday later. It was a day of running around, sticking around cardboard signs and sweating like a pig. Here is the story of my day ~

Okay first we all met up at the front of school and then walked to Amy's place. Stella and Lucia stayed behind to finish Lisa's scrapbook and Amy, Jamila and I went out to set up the mission. We made them walk from the side of our school using mission cards and arrows all the way to the park where the party was held. Stella and Lucia were meant to tail them but they were seen by Rachel's dad and he spoiled it. Jamila and I carried their presents and a table to the park and then Jamila walked back to Amy's place while I just sat there in the dodgy faraway part of the park all by myself ._.

Lah lah lah fast forward cos I'm too lazy for details... We got Rachel Bones dvd sets and some other white drama, and we all took part in making Lisa's scrapbook. Then we ate their yummy ice cream cake, pizza and cupcakes that Amy made. We stayed at the park for a while then we headed to Rockdale Plaza.

I am awesome for capturing this a millisecond before they all died.

Picked up a stray trolley on the way and put everything in it. Then it was shopping and yeah. After that Jamila and I sat down at the food court and ate prawn chips and hot chips, so fatty but yummy. We all played with the make up samples at Priceline and Stella actually applied some on her face. :L And that's the end of my day ~

Oh and highlight of my day, on Friday there was a photo of Big Bang in the MX but I didn't get one and I had this moment of mega regret when I saw them fron the lady in front of me. SO I texted Jamila to keep it and she gave it to me today hehehe Big Bang ^___^ Sadly G-Dragon's face is covered but ahwell ~

Happy Birthday Angela

2011-11-12T16:43:00.006+11:00

Happy Birthday Angela ahjussi ! ~

As requested here is a collage of some of the luvohs we take together hehe. ^___^ Yeah we luvoh too much... We are very close distance wise cos we live on opposite sides of the train station (which is around two streets away). Oh and I'd like to remind you that yesterday was your last day of being a child (Cityrail-wise) :P You're awesome for taking the train with me in the past 3-4 years (not implying that you're not awesome if you didn't take the train with me). Not good at deep and meaningful stuff here so I'll just ahjumma you, you and eh eh eh are sah kyute, sah sah kyute ! ~ ;D I hope you have a great day today and lots of yummy cake ! :D

Anyway, today I came first in the class for Dr Du weekly quiz with 88% ! 8D LOL such an Asian number 88 ~ Everything else was good and yeah I don't do much on Saturdays except I had to help my mom type something and took forever making a collage of photos with Angela. Sorry I have too much too blog about cos my life is too interesting (LOL jk I wish) and the Luna Park post would have to wait.

Ah too lazy to write any more for this post so I'll end it here. Happy birthday once again ahjussi ! ~ ^___^ Sorry about the photo quality since most of them were taken on phone or iTouch. D:

edit : It's the Sydney K-Pop Fest today but I'm not going. I kinda wanted to but it's expensive and mom's not the type to let me go. Damn jealous of those getting to see them. :( Ahwell U-KISS isn't there so I'm not missing out on too much *sad way to make myself feel better*. Either way hope those who go have plenty of fun ! :)

11.11.11

2011-11-11T23:11:00.000+11:00

I'm gonna cheat and queue this post for 11:11pm, well technically that's 23:11 but ahwell ~ :) Okay even though I say I don't believe in wishes, I occasionally hope for the best at 11:11 so yeah. :L Luna Park and Darling Harbour was awesome today but I shall do a detailed photo post later cos I'm uber tired at the moment. Anyway sorry about this ~~slightly pointless~~ short post ~ ^___^"

May all your wishes come true ! :D

$18.40 change in coins

2011-11-10T18:27:00.006+11:00

THE SC IS ALL OVER ! And this time I mean all cos we did the computer skills test today. It was pretty basic stuff but still I double checked and found two mistakes and I hope I did well all the same otherwise it would be rather shameful since I'm the IST student/ computer freak in my group. :L

Everything else was okay but the HSC idkwhat thing we had to read was so thick and boring but I survived since we were allowed to listen to our music and I let my lovely k-pop flow into my ears ~

I walked home in the blazing heat cos my train was taking too long to come. On the way I saw Rachel in her parent's store doing her Dr Du homework ~ Got home, changed and spent some time on the computer. When I was waiting for my train I saw Angela ahjussi ! :D It was kinda awkward on the train cos I heard this kid talk about some girl I kinda know and then I turned around and she was just there and I don't know if she heard and the guy talking about her prolly didn't know she was there and wow my sentence is becoming damn long and confusing and yeah, it was weird. Finished my Dr Du homework on a Thursday HO YEAH !

Okay when I went Hurstville, I didn't realise I had forgotten my train pass cos I went through the gate but when it was time to go home I was like shit I left it in my skirt pocket so I bought a ticket with a $20 note and got $18.40 change in coins. At the bottom of this post you would find the $1.60 train ticket that took apart my lovely $20 note. :((( It's an ugly photo cos it's dark now and yeah.

Omg Luna Park tomorrow ! For the non-Australians, Luna Park is an amusement park in Sydney, not the f(x) member Luna Park. LOLOLOL I still think her name is funny but yeah. :L Damn excited for tomorrow and I'm gonna take heaps of photos, I still have space for around 300 photos in my SD card HEHEHHE ! ^___^

Cleansing Cream

2011-11-09T18:09:00.004+11:00

So hot today ! ~____~ *melts away* Unmotivated to the max cos SC is over and I'm just beyond lazy. The Japanese students came to our school today and yeah, I don't do Jap but our class got to sit around them cos we had nothing to do. Three of the Jap girls sat with us for lunch but it was kinda awkward... I asked them if they knew Kyary Pamyu Pamyu - PONPONPON ~ :D

Went shopping today with Angela ahjussi ! ^___^ Bought fabric for textiles for only $4.80 and two pairs of falsies for $2.50 hehehe ! Angela thought they were $25 cos it said $2.5 and she didn't see the dot. Went Angela's place to steal her eyelash glue and watch a live tutorial on how to put them on, thank you ahjussi ! :D Got home and tried them on and realised what a noob I am. I always thought my eyes were big but they're more round than long so the falsies were too long and I kept jabbing myself. Right now I've got a bit of eyelash glue stuck in my real lashes. *mega noob*

Ahjussi, I hope you like your present ! :D (lucky you came to choose or I might've gotten you something ugly) I shall make your birthday card soon ! :D

Before you go, listen to Cleansing Cream - Brown Eyed Girls ! :) The mv's kinda creepy so yeah but the song sounds nice.

Day 25 - What you would find in my bag

2011-11-08T17:00:00.006+11:00

IT'S ALL OVER !!! :D Well okay not all cos there's still computer skills but that's basic stuff so yeah. Every year 10 kid in New South Wales is talking about persuading their principal that Anh Do would be an inspirational guest speaker who should be invited to their end of year assemblies and how no one knows what biotechnology is. What is biotechnology seriously ? I guessed clones and test tube babies (which is part of it) so I hope I get some marks for that. Maths was okay and extended response for history and geography were pretty hard.

Day 25 - What you would find in my bag
Okay since today was exam day it's a bit different to what I usually bring to school. There's my pencilcase, iPod touch, Morning Glory cramming book, ugly books, keys, wallet, calculator and an umbrella because I'm an Asian who takes one wherever I go.

Oh and thanks for clicking on my Nuffnang ads guys ! :D It's pouring and thundering at the moment, don't like it cos it's damn noisy and I get frustrated. Okay and I think thunder is damn scary. Omg I am City Hunter obsessed, I need to download the OST but my internet's slow right now and yeah. Better turn my computer and modem off cos I'm a paranoid Asian and I think that lightning could kill my electronics. 再见 !!!

What would I find in your bag ? :3

Rain

2011-11-06T15:18:00.004+11:00

The weather was really nice today. Ah yeah I should be studying for the school certificate but I'm letting myself have free time in the afternoon. Terrible self control. I think my waking-up-at-3am problem is back, I don't even know why but I always wake up at around 3am. Okay this started like last last last (?) week and it didn't happen for like two weeks and now I've been waking up again in the past few days. I'm even awake when my sister is leaving for rowing at 4am. In the morning I was damn tired and my sister went rowing so I walked to Chinese by myself. Yeah everyone knows what I do at Chinese so I shall skip this part.

Near the end of lunch time Stella and I were eating slowly and our Chinese school principal walked up to us with his scary stare and said "Aren't you going to class ? Haven't finished eating yet ?" Stella got up, said "bye bye !" and we pretty much ran away from him. Omg I reckon our Chinese school principal has a scary stare like Jin Pyo, the father guy in City Hunter like in this screenshot (CLICK !) minus the gun ofcourse but omg he damn scary his face is always like father is watching you...

Had an interesting heritage Chinese lesson. Then it started sprinkly and luckily I got home before it started pouring. Okay sorry this post is so boring and photo-less. Anyway I shall watch City Hunter and enjoy my Coca Cola for now and start studying for science after dinner. Bye !

雨过天晴

2011-11-05T21:10:00.003+11:00

Sometimes being slightly narcissistic is a good thing, at least I can cheer myself up by telling myself that I'm prettier than whoever I'm pissed at. LOL I know I ain't nice but hey at least I'm honest. Got over what was pissing my off in the past few days so I guess it's all good except it's the school certificate starting on Monday. D: Once the exams are over I guess it's 雨过天晴 for me. Google translate that if you can't read Chinese but I bet something weird would come up.

I should be doing my Chinese homework but I felt like updating since I probably won't be blogging until Tuesday or Wednesday. So screwed for science but I guess everything else for SC should be fine. Computer skills test is stupid because we're doing it on our laptops and I'm worried that my gay lappie would lag on me.

Omg I have to write a diary entry for each week for my HSC Chinese class. It's really hard recounting stuff in Chinese and my life is pretty boring and I don't think I'm allowed to bitch about anyone in Chinese since I'm handing it in. Oh well better get started.

Good luck to those doing the SC the coming week !

Haven't been taking decent photos lately so I just went surfing Flickr for pretty photos. (Image via Hideaki Hamada)

Day 24 - A Letter to your parents

2011-11-02T16:41:00.002+11:00

There was teacher's strike in the morning so I got to sleep in, yay for an extra hour of sleep ! :D Took the train and went to the Asian bread store with Aileen and Monica. There were free samples and they took some hahaha ! Then I sat with Jamila and Lucia and the school was so empty but then people began coming. My day was pretty good and I actually did a bit of work in English and double Maths. Oh and in PDHPE we made cards for people with depression, yeah and Miss is gonna hang them on the back wall cos the wall suffers from depression...

I'm beginning to become a fan of Korean girl group Secret, I like how they can actually sing and that they're not skinny sticks.

Day 24 - A Letter to your parents
Okay first I must remind my readers once again that I am no good at deep and meaningful stuff so here it goes. DON'T JUDGE ME. D:

Okay I think most of my friends (other than my group) don't know that there's only my mom, my sister and I. *Awkward silence* I'm not gonna write in the form of a letter so yeah.

It must be hard for my mom to look after me and my sister. Plus we're very dependent on her too, I always tell myself I should become more independent but I always end up putting things off for later. Mom would tell me how she used to cook when she was very young. I only know how to cook rice, instant noodles and boil vegetables.

I only got to know my dad in the first four years of my life so I didn't really know what was going on back then. I believe in reincarnation, I hope that if he's human again in his next life he would learn to not smoke.

Anyway... enough of this awkward, soppy post. I just did some research and found out that reincarnation is not part of Christianity... Oh well I guess I'm not all that Christian.

Aish Imma sit around and watch some All My Love and start my Dr Du homework tonight !

Wishlist 2011

2011-11-01T17:54:00.011+11:00

It's November, which means there's 1 month and 24 days until my birthday and 1 month and 25 days until Christmas ! :D 24th December is my birthday if you couldn't do the maths, or if my maths was wrong... Anyway I'm going to shamelessly post my wishlist of the stuff I want this birthday/Christmas ~ ^__^ *shameless to the max here* Some of the things in this list are unrealistic (in other words too damn expensive) so they're there just for fun. :)

~~Girls' Generation - The Boys album~~
~~Tablo - Fever's End~~
Beast - Fiction and Fact Album
~~4minute - HUH minialbum (even though it's from last year)~~
~~Secret - Moving in Secret album~~
~~Coca Cola with my name on it~~ :D
Panasonic Lumix GF1
Stationery - pens or pencilcases (I have a thing for animal pencilcases)
Mobile charms
Kyute Korean guy - please order nao, shipping might take a while :(((( LOL jk

edit : I have made a few changes and crossed out the stuff I already received ^__^

Yeah I'm sorry most of my list is full of Korean stuff. :/ In the end it's the thought that counts BUT I WILL LOVE YOU MORE IF YOU GOT STUFF IN MY LIST ~ :D I am such a shameless, picky person... AHWELL ! ~ ^___^

I spent too much time doing the collage for this post and I'm in a rush to go to dinner so yeah... My day as much as I can remember today was pretty good. Oh highlight of the day, Rachel using Kimberly's SRP poster as a fencing sword/bat/idkwhat ? LOL grandmother's catching up on her childhood. :L

What's on your Christmas wishlist ? :D

Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot

2011-10-31T17:25:00.014+11:00

Happy Halloween guys ! :D Today was Halloween mufti but being the lazy, unbothered ahjumma I am, I obviously did not dress up and just chucked on what I wore yesterday... Not that many people dressed up this year and I only took one photo with Shing today so yeah... Aish I am such an unenthusiastic person ._.

Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot
Instant noodles. That's what I crave fpr every day after school. See this little packet of Nissin instant noodles ? It's a packet full of joy, one of my bestest of best friends ! ;~; I know it makes me fat, but hey I can get honey thighs like Secret then ! :D LOL jk I'm more fat than muscle. Speaking of thighs, I've gained a terrible amount of thigh fat, reminds me of chicken drumstick LOL !

Another few things that I crave on a hmm... weekly basis is Chatime milk tea, Coca Cola, KFC chips and chocolate ._. As you can see I am constantly craving for food. Food is forever my best friend ! ;~;

Oh and I nearly forgot, other than food, I crave Korean boys. Since you've already seen Kevin's face three times, here are some other Korean boys. B1A4 yum, listen to their most recent song Beautiful Target, hehe I think Zoom Zoom version MV is cuter. My bias is Sandeul, second from the right. :D

OH AND OMG I now have AU$11.84 on Nuffnang ! (Shoosh I hardly ever get ads) Thanks for supporting and please continue to click on my current ads ! :D

How did you spend your Halloween ?

City Hunter

2011-10-30T16:36:00.006+11:00

LOL I just began watching City Hunter even though it was from a while ago, a few months ? It's a pretty interesting drama and I must admit Lee Min Ho looks pretty damn cool even though I have something against his face. Either way everyone looks pretty damn cool in City Hunter. *o* I think it's better than the typical Asian drama, kinda like IRIS but not as scary. IRIS was pretty damn cool.

I've realised I've been overusing the word damn - eg. "Kevin is damn cute", "That person's damn annoying" and "City Hunter is pretty damn cool" etc. Aish I need to stop overusing words. S:

Chinese was okay today, just started the two hour extra Chinese lesson for the HSC. I was really grumpy in the morning (normal lesson) because I was tired and Miss said I was glaring at her. The rest was okay and omg the passage we have to recite was so funny and Asianly dramatic. Oh and we saw roadkill just outside Chinese school, Jenny was so traumatised she walked backwards to avoid looking at it. Oh and then a crow started pecking and eating the roadkill and Stella kept telling her mom that. Lovely.

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Okay enough of this totally random blog update, I'm going to finish my part for history and submit it on Edmodo. I hope Edmodo gets blocked so our history teacher can cry his face off in a corner LOL ! Nobody likes Edmodo. ~___~

LOL looks like some Korean Romeo and Juliet drama poster. :L Album cover for the City Hunter OST. Sorry I just wanted a picture to go with this post and you gotta admit it looks pretty damn cool (see I used the word damn again).

What dramas do you like ?

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else

2011-10-29T15:29:00.004+11:00

When most kids my age are blogging and enjoying their Friday nights, I'm here stressing over my tutoring homework due on Saturday mornings. Okay I survived today and came third in my class for weekly quiz with a score of 90% ! :D (62% original + 28% scaling hehe). Enjoying my Saturday afternoon for now but I'll have to start my Chinese homework, which is due tomorrow, soon...

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else
I guess everyone is different from each other in a way (unless you're one of those stupid girls who think you're 'unique' like ten billion other girls on Tumblr).

Well firstly I look different, I don't think there is anyone in this world who looks ~~so radiantly beautiful LOL jk~~ exactly the same as me. Personality-wise I guess I'm more of an honest troublemaker. I don't like hiding how I feel so I tend to let out my opinions (bitch/gossip). I don't find any joy in peace making when I don't mean it. Stereotyping here, but I'm one of the few Asians who dislike and struggle with maths. ;~;

I am different because I'm me, I don't know how else I can explain it. Sorry not good at deep and meaningful stuff here.

What makes you different ?

Day 21 - A Picture of something that makes you happy

2011-10-27T17:23:00.007+11:00

Got science and English yearly exams back, didn't go so well. Ahwell, science and English ain't my thing. :) Day was okay but I didn't see Jamila half of the time and yeah cos half of the people in my year went Duke of Ed expo. I feel lonely without my pear ? :( Geddit ? Anyway recount, history was fun cos we sat on the floor and I searched up random puns and Rachel ended up being funnier than the puns cos she didn't get them. Double English was sad because my group all went expo so I sat with Eva's group in the library, they so damn weird ._. (not in the bad way LOL).

Day 21 - A Picture of something that makes you happy
LOL I'm sorry I can't really be serious when it comes to this deep and meaningful kind of stuff. Imma be lazy and take one photo and I'll explain the significance of this photo.

Money in my wallet, that's what makes me happy. Oh and yes I only have $20 and a few coins atm. Yes I'm a shallow child but see how it works here; food = happiness, money = food, therefore Money can buy happiness.

Okay now the less shallow reasons - friends make me happy. Tina and Jenny got me my current wallet for my birthday/Christmas present last year, it was very nice of them and they made a great choice so I'm very grateful. :')

My caps/purikura, I've only been to caps twice... isn't that sad ? First time was with Eva and Angela ahjussi and second with Tina and Jenny ! Yeah these people make me happy ! :D I've never been caps with my actual group though ._. (NOT saying they don't make me happy cos they do). Anyway caps are fun because you can shamelessly act all fob and take weird photos. ^____^

Oh and if you look in the background, you can see my computer which makes me very happy for obvious reasons. ;)

What makes you happy ?

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself being with in the future

2011-10-26T17:48:00.005+11:00

It's gotten a lot colder in the past two days and it was so hot on Monday ._. My blogskin got ripped and got SOTD, great. Oh and I sulked a bit over a few minutes (as mentioned in my previous post). Thanks Gabby and the people who supported me ! :')

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Once again I'm going to do a realistic one and unrealistic one for fun. :)

Realistic

Preferably some decent looking Asian guy. Yes decent looking cos hey you gotta spend like the rest of your life with them. Someone with a nice personality. Someone who is honest and will tell me their views on things. Someone who is caring. Someone who can deal with me and my personality. Someone who will propose with a big diamond ring. LOLOLOL the last sentence matters the least. ;)

Unealistic

KEVIN WOO ! :D I've had a crush on him for ages, please don't tell him. :((((( LOL jk bahahha ! ;D He's my favourite member from U-KISS because he can sing and dance and he's so cute, good looking, pretty and just omg everything a shallow girl like me looks for ! However if we do get married (LOLOL I WISH) I will suffer from severe depression and lack of self esteem since he is prettier than me. All the same you gotta admit everyone loves/prefers pretty and good looking people.

What kind of person would you like to be with in the future ?

My love for coke

2011-10-25T16:26:00.006+11:00

I love Coca Cola, like it's my favourite drink other than Chatime HEHEHHE ~ ^___^ The recent name thing with Coca Cola is cool but I've never gotten one and I don't know where to get one. :( If I can get one with my name on it I will keep it forever. I think Pepsi tastes like a weird version of Coca Cola, in Chinese I call it 翻版可樂 (pirated (?) coke). Okay I don't know which came first but yeah Pepsi lovers probably think the same about Coca Cola. Yeah I posted to tell you guys how much I love coke.

Okay about my day. Maths and double science was so boring and we were doing random hard stuff and like aish, I don't want to do chemistry next year anymore... IST was pretty good since I'm done with my webpage. ^___^ Textiles was good in a way because I got my yearly exam results back and I got 47/50 ! :D However I didn't manage to finish a part of my project so I made an anorexic worm... Talked about first impressions and random stuff with Eva during geography (and did no work ofcourse) and dodge ball/king ball in PE was fun. :)

Aish haven't taken and posted luvohs in a while, damn that piece of hair cutting through my eye. ~___~ Gotta love the bright red coke can, shout me coke and I'll love you forever ! :D

Omg Blogskins.com is free again and already the stupid rippers and spammers are back. Taking and changing somebody else's codes is not creating a Blogskin. Gosh I wish people would learn their codes before claiming to be a blogskinner, well technically they are blogskinners because they joined the community but they don't know jackshit. I don't mind as much if people rip my blogskins nowadays (I still mind a bit seeing I'm blogging about it), it just proves that my blogskins are good enough to be ripped *flicks hair* After all, imitation is a form of flattery. I'll just rate them down and I'm happy as long as they don't get SOTD. :) (If they do get SOTD then I'll just sulk for a few minutes)

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Coca Cola or Pepsi ? LOL lame question but yeah. :)

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; Why do you have them

2011-10-24T17:32:00.004+11:00

PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS ! Yes I know it redirects to Facebook for some strange reason... but still please keep clicking ! :D So damn hot today, it feels like summer already and right now I'm knitting while watching All My Love and blogging as I sit in front of a fan.

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; Why do you have them
Dennis : because Asians can't pronounce my name properly. When I used to work at Fiona's all the Asian ladies would call me Dennis and I would correct them and they would say "Ah okay Dennis ~" Mega =_____= Also my Chinese school friends call me Dennis for the fun it of but I don't really mind.

Fobby : Aileen calls me Fobby because I'm sho duh FOB !!! ~ ^____^ Not that much of a Fob nowadays but yeah I'm still more on the Asiany side.

Ahjumma : What the Ahjussi's Angela and Monica call me. It means auntie/someone your mom's age in Korean. Yeah we call each other old people...

Anyway that's all I'm gonna blog about today cos I need to hardcore knit because my textiles stuff is due tomorrow and I'm only like halfway. Gonna knit knit knit like an old lady ho yeah ~

What nicknames do you have ?

Day 18 - Plans/dream/goals you have

2011-10-22T16:16:00.009+11:00

Yup I guess my luck ran out, didn't go so well in weekly Dr Du quiz today. Or maybe I didn't study enough. OMG the Kpop shop at Chinatown has a website and I'm like LOLOLOL and yeah I think it's kinda funny. Hint hint now you should know where to get me Kpop albums for my birthday ;) (click). LOLOL at this new post, it's gonna be pretty lame so bear with me. :)

Day 18 - Plans/dream/goals you have
Okay I'm going to do a realistic one and an unrealistic one just for fun. Wait that fits in the dreams bit so yeah.

Realistic

I plan to study hard and do well in school, get a good mark in the HSC and take the Digital Media course at UNSW (or others idk need to do more research). I hope I graduate from uni and get a decent job that I enjoy with good pay. I hope to meet and go out with some hot Asian guy (whenever KEKEKEKE) and get married at around 25 ? Okay just kidding, like I'm not that shallow but yeah preferably Asian and he has to be nice. :) Not sure about kids yet because I think it's damn scary and yeah... I STILL HAVE 10+ YEARS :/

Then we need to buy a house, I don't mind the size, just not too big or I'll get lost and I'll be scared at night. Drive a BMW HO YEAH ~ LOL jk idk just a decent car will do. Aish an Asian's dream really, I'll stop here ~

Unrealistic

Audition and get accepted by JYP Entertainment. Learn Korean and go to work and training at the JYP building (click). Oh and these wonderful people will be my new family. :) JYP NATION FTW ! :D

Aish LUL I wish leh. Oh oh and then I'll go out with this pretty ~~girl~~ boy called Kevin Woo and we'll get married ! :D

HAHAHA those are my plans/dreams and goals and they're pretty lame hehe. What about yours ? :)

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Vitamin

2011-10-21T20:31:00.006+11:00

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I've been on a roll, so much good luck recently. I hope it doesn't suddenly run out. Okay first it was good maths and geography yearly results and now I've got more news. I got distinction for Australian Maths Competition ! :D I expected like credit and below cos it was damn hard but yeah I got distinction so I did my crazy spastic flapping again. See I have this inner smartness that... people don't normally see but then it was multiple choice so maybe I was just lucky. :L Forever gloating

Since I got good for my recent exams etc. mom offered to shout me Chatime so I used the money she gave me to buy myself a Chatime roasted milk tea. It's really nice and it made Rachel jealous TEEHEE ! Today I learnt something new, Rachel grandma really likes gossip. :L

Oh and last thing. I won 4 games of minesweeper today and my percentage went up to 2% :D Okay I know I'm a noob at minesweeper and yeah. :) Sooo, I've run out of things to blog about and I don't have a pretty photo so yeah... Please remember to click my Nuffnang ads starting from the 23rd ! :D

When have you felt the luckiest ?

The Boys

2011-10-19T15:59:00.005+11:00

HEHEHEHE such a happy child today. Okay got my yearly geography and maths exam results back and I think I went pretty well in my standards. Got 76.25% for geography and 81% for maths. I got the highest mark in my class hehehe and Miss gave me stickers... Yeah I'm pretty happy and I can't wait to tell mom (who isn't home yet).

Another thing I've been excited about is Girls' Generation The Boys album and MV. Just finished downloading the album and MV but owning the CD is different. KEKEKE another thing added to my long wish-list of K-pop albums.

Now I'm gonna watch an episode or two of All My Love, put everything on my iPod and then continue doing my Dr Du homework. Sorry for this really short post but I don't really have anything to blog about and yeah. Hehehe I'm so happy today. ^___^

What makes you happy ? :)

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

2011-10-18T19:02:00.008+11:00

First day having normal lessons after 3 weeks. Had the lamest science lesson today, we were watching hilarious videos of force and motion like these ones (1 | 2 | 3). Yup Newton's laws. We also watched this video about Marie Curie and guys with terrible beards and moustaches.

Omg getting my maths yearly results back tomorrow, hope I did okay. ;~;

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Son Ga In from Brown Eyed Girls. LOL strange choice but I have reasons. She is one of the most attractive of humans with monolids. Because I'm a shallow Asian I usually prefer double eyelids but her eyes are so cute. People even photoshopped her to see how she looks with double eyelids but she looks better the way she is (click). Plus, I can test out my theory to see if people with small eyes see less. Okay they probably don't but yeah.

Also, then I would be an awesome K-pop singer for a day yay ! And and I would have Jo Kwon as my hubby *dies* Go watch We got Married Adam Couple if you haven't already, they so cute together. I finished watching them yesterday and I now started watching All My Love because of them, even though they're playing twins. ;~;

Who would you want to be for a day ?

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)

2011-10-17T11:17:00.002+11:00

Home alone today. So bored at the moment and hungry but I'm too lazy to cook myself lunch yet. I wouldv'e gone out on such a lovely day but I has no friends. :( lol jk my best friends are food and Asian drama. Gonna spend heaps of time with my best friends today, yay.

Oh and thanks for 50 likes on Facebook guys ;~; Okay it ain't that much but BAH yeah.

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
How embarrassing, I didn't really want to do this one but I didn't want to skip anything either so here you go. LOL looks like I haven't developed double eyelids yet back then, yay for being an Asian baby. Old film photo scanned onto computer, my scanner ain't that great, the photo has only been cropped, not edited this time. I've realised a lot of my parent's old film photos look better than the ones we take on digital cameras nowadays. There's this nice vintage-ish (no, not in the stupid hipster way) glow to old film photos.

Anyway off to cook myself instant noodles now, yay for being an unhealthy fatty.

Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play

2011-10-16T14:18:00.005+11:00

The weather's really nice today. :) Chinese school was alright but I think I'm gonna be put into another class along with Stella next week because we're doing Chinese for the HSC. Yay for being Chinese nerds, I hope heritage isn't too hard... :/ Yay for being able to sleep in and just laze around tomorrow ! ~ ^___^

Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play
そばにいるね - Thelma Aoyama
HuH - 4minute
Twinkle Twinkle - Girl's Day
Man Man Ha Ni - U-KISS (HEHEHHEHE)
Bye Bye Bye - By2
生理時鐘 - 羅志祥
Genie (Jap. vers) - Girls' Generation
Bad Girl Good Girl - miss A
Oh! - Girls' Generation
Going Crazy - Song Ji Eun ft. Bang Yong Guk

And since my post is a little empty I'm posting Song Ji Eun's Going Crazy MV, hehe it's a good song and her voice is so nice and omg Bang Yong Guk's sexy rapping. Please watch it, your ears and eyes would like it. :)

What songs do you like ? :)

Day 14 - A Picture of you and your family

2011-10-15T16:12:00.007+11:00

As you should know from my previous post, I was and am currently a sleep-deprived child who was trying my best to finish (copying) my Dr Du tutoring homework last night. Despite my bimboness I managed to get top in the class in the weekly quiz along with Binna. My final mark was 93% :) my original mark was 53% and there was a 40% scaling BAHAHHA. Unbelievable right ? But still I got over 53% so technically I didn't fail and I got top in the class so yeah I'm pretty happy. :)

Ooooh SNSD comeback soon, looking forward to it hehe *dedicated Kpop fangirl* :D Eh I was excited about updating to IOS5 but once I did my iPod lags a lot. :/ Anyway...

Day 14 - A Picture of you and your family
I only take luvohs with my sister so yeah... LOL I was teaching my sister how to take fish face photos in the second one, she's on the left and I'm on the right. We don't look very alike. :L Taken on iTouch and edited with some Asian photo editing app LOL so please excuse the quality.

Aish I think my Flickr usage is running low, maybe I'm wrong but yeah I only post nice or at least decent photos on Flickr now. Tinypic's too dodgy and sometimes the images get deleted or somehow turn into porn... so I'm using Picasa for blog photos now. Omg for some strange reason the settings made mine Chinese and I don't know how to change it back to English yet. I went through the album for this blog and omg I used to upload so much random shit and I deleted more than half of the photos on it since the posts are gone anyway.

Anyway Imma enjoy a bit of free time and then attempt my Chinese homework, 再见 !

Day 13 - A Letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2011-10-14T18:19:00.005+11:00

I have survived a terrible week of school yearly exams/ trial School Certificate. I am in desperate need of a decent nap but right now I'm glued to the computer once again. Since I'm a boring child who has nothing to blog about I shall continue my 30 things.

Day 13 - A Letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Okay I really don't know how to do this one because I don't think anyone has hurt me recently. Depends on what they mean by hurt really, cos I only get pissed at people. Kinda the same but different. As for physically, I don't remember who did what so yeah... Wait I know now !

To the person who directed/wrote the script for Burning Flame 2 (烈火雄心2),
WHY DID YOU LET 紀德 (Wong He's character) DIE IN THE END ? WHYYYYYY ? I get so into Asian dramas and like that was the worst ending ever. Well Asian drama endings are always shitty anyway... BUT STILL I LIKED THAT DRAMA AND THE CHARACTER AND IT'S SO SAD. Finishing an Asian drama (especially with an uber sad ending) is like breaking up with someone. Not that I've ever gone out with anyone, let alone break up with someone, but yeah omg you have hurt me and made me very sad Mr/Ms Director.

LOL sorry for this random and terribly formatted post and yeah bye ! :D YUSH I get to stay home and sleep in on Monday because I don't have exams and I don't have to go to school hehehehhehe. ^____^

idk o(╯□╰)o

2011-10-09T17:41:00.007+11:00

今天我刚看完烈火雄心2，王喜死了，太伤心啦！！！ o(╯□╰)o Yep, I finished my Asian drama and the main character died and I was so into it and I was like WHY ? 点该呀 ? 为什么 ? 왜 ? どうして ? I wanted to have a cry but mom was around so yeah... I should learn to stop being so into my Asian dramas. Sorry I need my crazy-Asian-drama-obsessed-Asian moments. ;~; Idek why I was typing in mando. It was a really old Hong Kong TVB drama, not too lame and not too corny. Asian drama is my third best friend.

School's starting tomorrow, another thing to be sad about. 太伤心啦！！！Okay I'll stop with the Asianness. Since I have my English and PDHPE exams tomorrow I should be studying at the moment right ? I just felt like telling you guys how sad I am because of Asian drama. I still need to study for Maths tomorrow afternoon and after Tuesday geography, history, textiles and IST. I've been focusing too much on English, PDHPE and Science these holidays. ;~; Wish me luck for tomorrow ? ~

Oh there were random flowers growing out of the Asian plants on my balcony so I decided to take a photo of them. Yup simple things amuse simple minds. Sorry about this uberly pointless post.

Do you get emotional watching Asian drama ? ;~;

/ edit : it's currently 10.26pm, edited post to say that I'm still sad about my Asian drama. Yup, night guys ~ Hope I don't fail too bad tomorrow. ;~;

Tag

2011-10-07T14:53:00.005+11:00

Julie tagged me for this so yeah hehe. I actually like this kinda stuff because mah life is too boring to blog about anyway.

Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

11 Things About Me
1. I like food
2. I am terribly afraid of the dark, I hope it doesn't become anything serious
3. I like Korean music hehe
4. I'm really lazy
5. I want to do something web design related in the future
6. My birthday is on Christmas eve and I only get combined presents :(
7. I am a shallow person :)
8. I am a very awkward person
9. I should be studying for my yearlies right now
10. I get distracted so damn easily
11. I am very indecisive

Julie's Questions:

1. What is the best anime or manga you've watched?
Omg I don't watch anime/manga, so I'll answer Sailor Moon since I loved it when I was younger. Is Pokemon an anime ?

2. Do you easily cry?
Yes, like at really emotional Asian drama moments LOL. And when I'm pissed at people.

3. Do you have any pets?
Nope, I wish I owned a dog. :(

4. What do you do you keep yourself calm?
Eh... eat and tell myself that I'm prettier than whoever I'm pissed at. (because I am *flicks hair*) :)

5. What do you think your personality is like?
I'm a very socially awkward person. I'm very honest/straight forward and it sometimes comes off as bitchy but I don't care cos I'm honest. Slightly narcissistic because... well I know I'm not BAM pretty but I don't consider myself ugly. If you think I'm ugly then would you sponsor me for plastic surgery ? :)

6. What are you most terrified of?
Being alone, heights and the dark.

7. Do you have any plans for the future?
I want to get good in the HSC, go to UNSW and do the Digital Media course. Graduate and get a job I like. I want to marry some hot, rich, nice, Asian guy before 25. LOL jk preferably Asian and he has to be nice and I don't wanna marry old.

8. Have you ever regret not doing something when you were younger?
I regret not continuing ballet because now I'm some terribly un-co person when it comes to dancing related stuff.

9. Do you have anything that you believe in?
I believe in God. Well I'm not hardcore Christian but I believe there's someone/something up there.

10. Are you a morning person?
Omg no, I sleep until the very last minute on school days.

11. How would you describe your personality?
Weird, honest, narcissistic, spastic and idek.

My Questions:
1. What are your greatest fears ?
2. Most memorable moment ?
3. Where would you go in the future ?
4. What would make you respect someone/become their friend ?
5. What would make you dislike something/someone ?
6. How would you describe yourself ?
7. Favourite song ?
8. Favourite childhood tv show ?
9. Goals for the future ?
10. Hobbies/things you enjoy doing ?
11. Do you like cheese ? :) LOL sorry this is so random.

Tag 11 people. It's okay if you can't be bothered doing it.
(and damn Julie has some of the same affiliates as me but yeah)
Gabby, Eva, Joyce, Florence, Karen, Erin, Kim, Samantha, Shu Yu, Trinh, Wanjing

Asian tourists

2011-10-06T12:05:00.004+11:00

Okay yesterday I went city with Angela and Eva. Angela and I were talking about annoying Asians who wear Ugg boots with shorts and then we see Eva... (look in the photos :L) First we went to the K-pop shop in Chinatown and I told Eva what I wanted for my birthday hehehe ^___^ When we were heading to Darling Harbour through this dodgy Asian lane there was a dead rat on the ground and Eva nearly stepped on it. Highlight of my day, things like to die right in front of Eva so she would step on them.

We were pretending to be Asian tourists outside the Chinese Garden at Darling Harbour. Yes outside, because it costs money to go in. Haha look at Eva and her Jap bag.

Darling Harbour has changed a lot, they took down all the old stuff and built new equipment. My childhood gone. D: The new stuff is kinda cool though, there was this new water thing (where babies pee in) and this huge web climbing thing and everything looked cool but I forgot to take photos. D:

After that we just went up George Street and Angela and I wanted to get buy 1 get 1 free Chatime. The line was so friggen long and we were like "should we...?" and then this Asian Chatime guy just comes up to us and hands us the Buy 1 get 1 free flyer so we went. :L Yes we are Asians who are willing to line up for half an hour for a free Chatime. It was worth it.

Then we went Pepper Lunch with Michelle and her friend. Hehe I like pepper rice because it's cheap after 2pm. 8D I'm sorry I'm so Asian. The aim of each outing is to spend as little money as possible.

After lunch Eva, Michelle and her friend left so Angela and I went window shopping at Market City and Paddy's. There were stuff at Supre for like $2.50 but we didn't find anything we liked so we didn't buy anything.

When I got home I was so tired. I'm so unfit I should like exercise more, I've been skipping rope but my legs hurt for two days LOL. Anyway I should go lunch and then hardcore study because the MX horoscope said I would work hard today. :)

How's your studying going ?

My wall

2011-10-03T15:52:00.008+11:00

The purpose of this post is to show you guys my posters hehe. Okay my wall has been poster-less for the past year because I don't own that many posters and I'm lazy. I mentioned in my previous post that my sister bought me a Taeyeon poster and a Girls' Generation poster so today I decided to stick it up along with my old posters. Florence got me my Raymond Lam, Show Luo and f(x) posters. I don't like Raymond Lam any more so he's in my wardrobe, Mr sexy Show Luo's back on my wall and f(x) has been put up for the first time. I should buy myself more posters since all the ones I have at the moment were given... *money-less child*

Studied for science yesterday. Yes, I finally dug my books from last year and started writing notes. There's so much to memorise for science and I'm gonna die. D: Just then I emptied out my old 4GB SD card because my current one is gonna be full soon. Aish I looked so dorky last year...

Aish I have a thing for old Hong Kong TVB dramas, recently downloaded 烈火雄心 Burning Flame II and I don't know why but I think it's better than the third one. Omg and like it was in 2002 and all the guys were so young. Okay no one knows what I'm talking about so rah rah rah yeah. :)

Going city with Angela and Eva on Wednesday so I better hardcore study today and tomorrow. Hopefully I'll find a nice school back pack and take lots of photos at the city.

Omg I am looking forward to Girls' Generation's comeback ~ *o* I need more posters cos right now I only have a few on my wall and to be honest it looks kinda odd. I wish I could have a lot of posters to cover up my whole wall ! :D I shall go to the K-pop shop and buy more 2 for $5 posters hehehe. :D

Show me your wall ? ^___^

I should study more

2011-10-01T21:55:00.007+10:00

Okay just a brief recount of what I did in the past few days. On Wednesday I went to Campsie and got my hair cut. Yes I said I would grow out my layers and fringe like ten billion times but my hair felt really thick and yuck so I got it cut... Layers makes my hair feel much lighter now but my fringe is short and dorky at the moment so I clip it up. And I said I was gonna grow it out...

On Thursday I went Chatswood with Eva, Jenny and Tina. Hehe I was right, they did get along pretty well since they were friendly people and they were all into Jap stuff. :D Yay for squishing outings together. We walked around but I didn't find anything I liked (that was cheap) so yeah. Highlight of the outing was the food stalls, I got this very yummy Korean Bulgogi beef with rice and it was a very satisfying meal. Oh a few regrets, I didn't buy the falsies at Morning Glory, they were so goddamn cheap and like 2 sets of falsies with packet of 4 glue thingoes were like less than $6 but I thought Morning Glory stuff would be dodgy. Now that I think of it, the Morning Glory lashes look better than the ones in like Gloss and Priceline. The second regret is that I didn't take a lot of photos. :( The ones I did take didn't turn out that well so yeah...

Friday I stayed at home and cleaned up. I didn't really do much except for watch a lot of We Got Married Adam couple and like sit around... I really need to study more. D: Today I went city with my mom and sister, I desperately need a new school bag. Didn't find anything good at Paddy's but I'm gonna go again on Wednesday anyway. I died at the K-pop store in Chinatown. There was so much I wanted like omg *cries*. But then there was this pile of posters (which were spare ads/personally printed stuff) which were $5 for 2 so my sis bought me a Taeyeon poster and a Girls' Generation poster. Slightly dodgy but they still look nice so I'm happy and they were cheap ! Taking photos of them later. ^__^

Holy shit for a moment I thought I had deleted all my science notes from last year. Well I did delete all the notes I took from last year but luckily I had science backed up somewhere. Omg I nearly died.

Anyway to end this post I would like to post the random gifs I took on my iTouch. Hehe obsessed with all these Asian GIF making apps. ^___^ I should go sleep now since it's daylight saving tomorrow and I get an hour less sleep ! D:

edit : removed the GIFs, they weren't loading properly D: What a sad photo-less post. :(

Day 12 - How you found out about blogger and why you made one

2011-09-27T17:06:00.007+10:00

Okay since it's the holidays I haven't really got much to blog about since I'm the type who stays home all the time... Anyway, I read Florence's blog and she was doing the 30 letters thing so then I remembered I had one which I never finished. Since I already did a 30 letters, my more recent challange (or whatever you call it) was tagged 30 things. If you click on the link you would see that the last time I did a 30 things post was 22nd December last year, bah might as well keep going.

Day 12 - How you found out about blogger and why you made one
Okay this is actually kinda funny. Like I mean lawl funny, not HAHAHAH sho funneh funny. In year 8, which is two years ago, I found out about blogger because my ex-friend had a blog and she gave me her link so I would read it. Then she got me to create a blog so I did because I kinda wanted to as well. As to why I made one... well I had nothing better to do other than Bebo and share duh luv ! back then so I thought why not ? Plus I was pretty close with that ex-friend back then so I thought it would be fun to create a blog too.

Okay wow that was a short post... I would post photos but they're irrelevant to this post so I'm not gonna... Idk if I should blog tomorrow, I should be studying instead of wasting my life away on the computer. Well I spent an hour or two reading Macbeth... I am slowly becoming a koala running on low energy mode... I've also realised that I gave gained a huge amount of thigh fat during the winter months. I need to exercise, like run up and down the train station stairs.

Anyway I'm going Chatswood with Eva and my Chinese school friends Tina and Jenny on Thursday and going city with Angela and my sister on Friday. Prepare for photo spam ! Oh wait I should clear my memory card, I'm nearly outta memory. D:

How are your holidays so far ?

Holidays !

2011-09-24T15:46:00.011+10:00

Hi guys, it's the holidays now ! :D Well actually I still have Chinese and my last lesson of English tutoring tomorrow but I'm allowing myself to take a break for now. Okay time to recount the past two days, sorry if it gets jumbly or off topic. :L

Okay Thursday was Kimberly's birthday and the mock assembly. Our group needed to sign Kimberly's card so we were being ~~fail~~ sneaky little children trying to get the card signed without the birthday girl noticing. First Stella and I arrived at school, because Lucia (who bought the card) wasn't there yet we didn't know what to do but we went where we were supposed to meet up anyway. Then everyone came one by one and it involved a lot of gate-climbing but we managed in the end. Lucia bought a really cute card which I didn't take a photo of D:

Then we had this really long roll call and waited for year 12s to collect us for the mock assembly. This year it wasn't Harry Potter themed but Mean Girls themed. It was different and funny but I think the technical difficulties kinda ruined it. I still liked the mock assembly when I was in year 7 most. Oh and they played Super Junior's Mr Simple during it and I was spazzing and then got it stuck in my head for the rest of the day...

Back to Kimberly's birthday - we celebrated it at recess and as usual Amy made these really yummy cupcakes. I hope Kimberly likes the Converse we got her. Uploaded photos on my personal Facebook and here are Amy's really nice cupcakes.

Okay Friday was the last day of school so we only needed to attend for half a day. My grou pwent to eat at an Asian restaurant (which used up most of my money *cries) and then we started this scavenger hunt around Kogarah. We split up into two teams and I was with Jamila, Amy and Rachel. The two teams had to try to be the first to complete everything on this list. The list included finding some weird things, taking photos with a boy from James Cook High and hugging 5 strangers. Luckily I didn't have to do anything embarrassing since I was the group photographer. Oh and our team won ! :D We didn't win anything though... except for sunburns, a bit of a tan, sore feet and a hungry tummy. :( It was fun but tiring, here are some photos of Kogarah but it was really sunny and the photos look a bit ugly even after photoshop.

Oh and you may have noticed, new layout guys ! :D Omg I'm gonna be hardcore studying these holidays. Don't think I'd be able to buy much since I don't have much money left. :( Anyway Imma go watch WGM Adam Couple again, bye for now ~

What are your holiday plans ?

Hay Fever

2011-09-21T18:34:00.006+10:00

Other than suffering from terrible hay fever, my day was pretty decent. Miss is leaving us in IST :( Omg last lesson with her today /crey. Everyone chipped in for flowers and this framed photo, we hid under the tables and gave her a ~~fail~~ lovely surprise. I hope our new teacher is gonna be nice.

Today at school I was so asdfghjkl; my eyes were getting smaller, my nose was getting wider and redder and my ears were like blocked so I couldn't really hear what people say properly and I probably spoke loudly. :L I got pissed a few times but got over it quickly because I had someone to rant to. It's really nice when the person you rant to doesn't like the person you're ranting about either. It makes me feel like I'm not the only one LOL, not exactly nice but yeah we're only girls, we love to gossip.

Tomorrow's the mock assembly and I'm pretty excited. For those who don't know what that is, the year 12s dress up as teachers and mock them in an assembly which lasts 3 periods. In the past three years it has been Harry Potter themed and had some references to Twilight. Oh and also, the year 12s throw lollies at us and omg free lollies is just :D unless you get hit by the hard ones (which I have /creys).

Friday will be the last day of school for this term and we get to leave school at like around 11am. My group is planning to eat pizza and have a picnic at a park. Amy told me about something Rachel suggested and it was really funny. Okay so 2 litre ice tea don't come in the fridge, like it's not exactly cold. Rachel suggested that we go into Woolworthes, grab the ice tea, discreetly put it into the fridge/freezer part of Woollies, walk around buy other stuff and then go back collect the cold ice tea when we check out. LOLOLOL Rachel is such a shifty child, she claims that she always does that.

Anyway it's my sister's birthday today ! Last night it was like 11:49pm (like 11 minutes to midnight omg) and I wanted to be first to say happy birthday but then I fell asleep so I said happy birthday to her this morning. Me and mom gave her $10 cash and I gave her bits and pieces or random stuff new stuff I happen to have... not dodgy at all... but yeah her friends got her B2ST Japanese Shock Minialbum/single (?), B2ST Shock poster and this massive Big Bang poster. So damn jealous. We had cake just then and I'll probably steal some for breakfast tomorrow, yay no bread !

It's Kimberly's birthday tomorrow and our group bought her two pairs of converse. Amy is baking cupcakes and Lucia bought the card so we're gonna give her a surprise tomorrow. I hope Kimberly would have a lovely birthday tomorrow. Hehe birthdays are always fun but then it means me going broke. Little chance of buying myself K-pop these holidays. :(

Anyway I have more to say but this post is already really long so I shall stop now. Oh and I'm already 99% done with my new blog layout, changing it on the weekend. :)

Play Ur Love

2011-09-18T16:54:00.007+10:00

Today was a good day, the sun was shining, the birds were singing (not really) and I got to skip English tutoring. Normally I'm too goody goody and chicken to skip because it's damn expensive and the people at Dr Du are attendance freaks. Last night I like died completing the homework and I didn't even have time to study for my uber important Chinese exam. Today I skipped because I told mom I was too tired (with a touch of my terrific *ahem* acting skills) and had a lovely afternoon nap from 2.30 - 4.30pm.

Back to talking about my uber important Chinese exam 百字听写. We have that every year at my Chinese school and being an uber enthusiastic Chinese student I am determined to be one of the top 3 every year (which I have been in the past 7 years *flicks hair*). I fail most of my school subjects but I can tell you, I own most people at Chinese. /not gloating at all.

I can't find a paragraph to fit this in but asldfjaklsdf I wanna change my layout already. Totally off topic again (see what sleep deprivation does to me), it's last week of school omg yayay. I'm looking forward to the mock assembly and catching up on sleep and group outings in the holidays. Sadly I have to hardcore study for my yearlies and School Certificate.

Anyway I like After School's Play Ur Love, it's a few months old but I don't care. Not that big a fan of After School but I like this song. Nana's pretty like an Asian Barbie (the one with long dark blonde hair) and I wan't hair like Kahi (long wavy brown). *o* Oh and I'm beginning to like Kara, I like their new song Step.

How was your weekend ?

Arsonists in the making

2011-09-15T17:20:00.008+10:00

Guess what I did for my science practical today ? Amy, Rachel and I burnt flowers today ! :D No one was actually being serious, I mean there were people burning marshmallows, bread and rocks. You know what ? It's actually really hard trying to burnt flowers because they are damp enough to make the matches go out. So then we resorted to putting the flower in an evaporating basin and stir-frying it on top of the Bunsen burner. After that we decided to have some fun and burn it directly with the Bunsen burner. It was fun but since the whole class were being arsonists in the making, the room was all smokey and smelt terrible and my nose felt all swollen and two times wider.

My group has been playing random games at lunch times again since we have no life. First we played two lies and one truth and then I have never. I guess these games are good in a way because you get to learn more about each other and sometimes life stories can be really interesting and funny. LOL also my friends were talking about how their parents tell dirty jokes in front of them. This afternoon when Jamila, Rachel and I were walking to the station, there was this couple making out in front of the entrance and Jamila made a funny comment and Rachel had another blonde moment.

Jamila : Omg they're like eating each other's face.
Rachel : What ? Where ?
Denise : LOLOL the couple making out just then.
Rachel : Huh they were eating each other's faces ? I don't get it.
Jamila and I : Aish not literally Rachel...

Okay about the rant last night, I probably had some misunderstandings since more people from my school read my blog now. Please re-read the post as I have edited it and clarified a few things.

I originally typed up a whole paragraph about people who I find pathetic but really, I shouldn't be wasting my time thinking about them. Lol I just proved the opposite but who cares, at least I'm honest. I have never claimed to be a saint or anything. Maybe I need to learn one thing to maintain my cool in most situations; imitation is a form of flattery.

What science practical did you enjoy the most ?

vegetable heart

2011-09-13T17:40:00.005+10:00

Okay guys, highlight of this post is that the other I was being a good Asian kid washing Asian vegetables for my mommy and I found one that had a heart shaped leaf ! :D Literally cai xin/choi sum 菜心, the vegetable's called "vegetable heart" if you translate it word for word. Yes, simple things amuse simple minds but hey, you don't see heart shaped Asian veggies every day ! Photo of it at the end of this post, sorry for the bad photo and editing, I mean it's kinda hard making a photo of an Asian vegetable look nice... And no it wasn't cut or liquified or anything and omg I was so close to asking mom if I could keep it but yeah I ate it for dinner that night.

Happy Mid-Autumn/Moon Festival Asians ! :D Keke I like lotus mooncake and icy/snowy mooncake, should've taken photos but I was lazy. I've realised that as I grow older, I'm no longer so excited about moon cakes and stuff. :/ Oh and like most Asians like egg yolk in their mooncakes but I dislike it. It's considered polite when you're giving people mooncake to give the ones with double egg yolk so when people give us mooncake I'm like =____=

Last night I had a dream that I owned a Panasonic GF1. Sadly I woke up this morning very disappointed. :( I still love my current camera but it's only a compact camera and everything's like on auto mode (except for macro mode sometimes) and there's not much to do with it. Okay I'm not into photography or anything but yeah omg the Panasonic GF1 is just alsjfl. *o*

Yesterday I was hardcore doing my IST stuff and yeah I finished on time so I'm happy. :) Got my science evolution assignment back and omg... wait for it... don't cheat and look ahead... if you already have then screw you go back and read again... I got full marks ! Which isn't all that amazing since I think half the class got full marks but omg, me getting full marks for science ? Yeah and I should like laminate it and stick it on the wall in my mom's room wakaka.

Apologies for another pointless post, nothing interesting happens in my life you see and I'm gonna be hardcore studying for the SC in the coming holidays so yeah. Time to go back to another science assignment, don't think I'd get full marks this time. Bye !

Ponponpon

2011-09-10T18:14:00.020+10:00

This always happen to me, when I can't sleep at night I think up of these amazing blog posts where everything sounds all deep and meaningful but when I wake up the next morning, everything's gone and I'm back to being my usual awkward self. So hi guys...

There are these people who will judge and hate on you no matter what you do. I would say I'm bitchy, I'm self centred and I'm an attention seeker, *waits for a swarm of haters* but when you think about it, who isn't ? Haters are just hypocrites. Yes I admit it too, when I hate on someone I kinda do what they do. BUT hey, I'm a girl, I don't need solid reasons to hate on someone *smirks* (lol jk I actually have reasons but they are irrelevant to this post). There are some ignorant people in this world who think they're God or something and they're gonna judge you like judging you is gonna keep them warmer at night.

Let's have a fun example with hate messages :

If you don't reply - OOOOH, so it's true, you must be hiding something !
If you say yes - lol you sarcastic bitch
If you deny it - What a liar
If you answer nicely - bitch you're so fake !
If you rant and rage - oooh you cyberbully !

And another example with compliments - "You're so pretty" :

If you deny it - Daaw ! You attention seeker, I'm glad you know you're ugly ! Don't post photos then !
If you thank them - So you agree ? You think you're really pretty ? (Mean Girls quote haha)

Either way there is no perfect answer, nothing will satisfy these little haters. I actually like receiving hate messages cos it's fun to see their reactions, not that I receive that many. Oh another scenario, if I don't receive that many hate messages :

I must be lying, I'm just not answering them to keep a good image. I mean everyone loves me !
I'm so unpopular no one bothers to send me hate messages anyway. Forever alone.
I must think I'm a very good person now since I don't receive hate messages. I'm an angel !

To be honest I think in my case it's the second option but yeah lawl. Haha just a lame post since my life is too boring to blog about and since Kim said my blog was full of rambling and ranting hoho (Kim feel loved you got a mention). Thank you for reading my not-so-deep-and-meaningful post. Omg just watched U-KISS's comeback stage. Kevin, Soohyun and Hoon are so good live, hehehhehehe my biases. ^___^ Oh and Kyary Pamyu Pamyu is cool, images via wondermiggy & popcutie.

Okay I realised I made a little mistake in what I said above. God doesn't judge us btw, I just couldn't think of any other word to describe what those people think of themselves. How do you deal with haters ?

Heart to heart

2011-09-08T11:17:00.007+10:00

I actually don't enjoy most of my lessons at school. I don't really have any friends in my classes and I don't like making friends either. Well some people are always up for a chat and that's really nice of them but I wish I had a friend who I can have some fun with. People from my group are in some of my classes, I mean they're great people in their own way but they're just not the caring type. I mean when I'm away, they don't always remember to collect stuff for me. Also I guess everyone automatically pair up and I'm not close with anyone in my classes so I really dislike group activities. Sometimes I just happen to be the third friend.

Let's have a heart to heart talk

Private message me for the key, like last time I'm only giving it to people I trust so no hard feelings if I don't reply you. Today is the teacher's strike thing so I'm at home and I'm meant to be doing my tutoring homework but I'm currently doing my English and blogging.

Last night I finished reading Diary of Anne Frank and I actually enjoyed reading it because it's kinda like reading someone's blog. It's sad it just ended and I actually wanted to keep reading. Gosh my inner book worm is coming out, now I want to finish reading Agatha Christie's And Then There Were None. Other than recently, I haven't actually enjoyed reading since primary school. I really enjoy Emily Rodda's Teen Power Inc. series but it's kinda old and the libraries are slowly throwing them away and they haven't been printing new editions. If someone can find me all 30 books in the series (I've only read around 20 and I own 2) I will love them forever. Yes I want the whole series more than I want K-pop albums.

Anyway must get a move on or I am screwed for the week. Bye guys !

Pokerface

2011-09-06T15:57:00.003+10:00

Today my group presented our lame Pokerface dance for PDHPE. I thought we went pretty well actually and we got 21/25 despite being awkward uncoordinated people. ^__^ Just remembered that September meant spring. Yes I know it was September like last week and there were annoying people doing pinch and a punch for the first of the month but only today I realised how much warmer it is now. I'm a bit slow lol.

I have a shitload of English tutoring homework this week and the teacher spent like most of the lesson lecturing everyone about the Bamboo ceiling (play on the Glass Ceiling) how Asians don't express themselves well enough to achieve high positions in society. *Shrugs* Need to get better at talking or I'll get flamed at.

I actually did a decent amount of work in maths, IST and textiles today hehe. Now I should continue to catch up on maths, do my IST webpage analysis and start my tutoring homework. Off topic but should I unprivate my twitter ? Like I want it to be on my sidebar but I still need somewhere private to rant, hmmm...

To end this post I wanted to tell you that I'm currently home alone and do you know what I do when I'm home alone ? WATCH PORN ! LOL jk I don't okay ! I play around with make up (yes I know it's badly done), take selcas and cam Gabby. :3 Shut up it's normal for a narcissistic Asian to take selcas in the bathroom. You can see my pimple (scars) on my forehead and I looked weird hence the big purple dot. What do you think about September so far ?

Terribly pointless post

2011-09-04T16:53:00.009+10:00

Warning : this is a terribly pointless post and if you're really that bored and read it all I demand you give yourself a pat on the back.
It sucks being sick on the weekend because all my out-of-school lessons cost money and mom is less likely to let me skip. Okay I didn't go to school on Friday and I was allowed to skip Chinese this morning. But I still had to go to my dreaded English tutoring, I don't think this grammatically correct... but like I said before, that's why I need English tutoring.

Anyway I'm trying to come up with something deep and meaningful to post about but I doubt I would be able to. Okay this is totally off topic but I started watching Heartstrings today and the beginning was pretty funny, don't think I'd have time to finish watching it though since we only stole like 4 episodes from our friend and I'm too lazy to download. Ah this is not going to be a deep and meaningful update after all. ~__~ Gave up thinking a while ago. Since I'm already off topic I shall be even more off topic. Omg I don't want Khuntoria to end yet (the post on allkpop) idk why but jaskljf yeah. :(

Oh and I haven't been taking nice photos lately, need to go out more. ~___~ Oh and I'm planning to grow out my fringe (I hope I don't cut it again), I need a decent haircut soon. Chopped off my dead grassy dyed ends a few days ago, now my hair is around two centimetres shorter and nearly fully black again.I wanna have hair like this stylenanda model. :3 Original photo from the site and edited by yours truly.

Thanks for the 20 likes on Facebook guys, just 5 more until I get custom url. :3 I think I need to learn to become less socially awkward so I'm going to start cyber-ly and try to interact with my readers more. Sorry if it's a bit like how Melludee ends her posts but yeah. S: How was your day and did you do anything interesting ? :)

Neverland

2011-09-01T18:03:00.004+10:00

Despite being a sick child today, I was uber excited because it is U-KISS comeback today ! :D I planned to watch and download the MV + album after school but turns out crazy fangirl Florence already downloaded everything in the morning (I'm assuming) and I stole them off Leung who stole them off Florence. I am I very happy (and sick) fangirl ! I still miss Alexander (I will never get over it!) but hehe I think one of the new members Hoon is cute. And of course Kevin is sexy as always.

Who still remembers my U-KISS laptop cover (click) ? Well it's nearly been a year now and it's kinda peeling off so I need a new cover soon, should I use Bran New Kiss or Neverland photos ? KEKEKE :D Okay to be honest, even though I like U-KISS I don't think their Neverland MV is that impressive, I mean it's not disappointing and it's still good but aish teasers are always better than the actual thing. ~___~ But still watch it at the end of this post unless you already have ! :D

Chocolate arrived today, keke ordered three boxes and I'm probably gonna get my sister and Tina to sell them all for me. I'm not a very approachable person and seriously no one else can sell when Rachel's hardcore selling her chocolate anyway. :L My day was pretty crap to be honest cos I was sick and my eyes were itchy and I had uber asian eyes and I could hardly see and HOLY SHIT I forgot to collect my textiles stuff... I hope Miss collects them or something... D:

Currently trying out the new blogger interface, it's really neat and modern looking but I'm not used to it. O: I don't know if I should switch or not, it's pretty cool unlike the ugly new twitter. Oh and thanks for liking my Facebook like page ! :'D

edit : I have updates my affiliates list, sorry I only want to link people I know and blogs I actually read. I've removed blogs on hiatus and broken links, sorry if you've been unlinked, feel free to remove me from your affiliates too. No hard feelings. :)

Halfway

2011-08-31T15:59:00.008+10:00

I feel like I'm halfway through a few things. I'm around halfway through my teens, a bit more than halfway through high school and approaching halfway of my youth (since I think 30+ is old). I've realised as I grow older, time passes faster and I think I really need to get a move on and make the most out of things. Gosh what a corny way to start a blog post.

Since I'm on the topic about time and growing up, my group is making a time capsule. We decided to make one for 2 years later (after HSC) and one to be opened 10 years later. We're going to write letters to our future selves, put in a USB including photos, our current favourite music, group video, a list of ideal boyfriend types, list of who's gonna get a boyfriend/husband first and other bits and pieces that would be fun or mean a lot of us. I need to start writing my letter soon and start deciding which of my favourite K-pop songs to put in, I have too many favourites ! D:

Oh and guys, I have one more thing to announce. *Small voice* I made a Facebook like page for my blog. People are probably thinking "LOL this chick think she popular nao eh ?" but bah! think whatever you like, cuz I don't care-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh ~ LOL 2ne1 lyrics really come in handy. Firstly it's not a fan page, I don't think I have fans anyway. But it's just a place for me to spam post my blog and twitter and idkwhat updates and only my readers and people who like my page will have to suffer. Oh and since I don't accept random adds (I kinda know some people from blogskins but still) so you can always talk to me there. :) Oh and I need to get 25+ likes before I can get a custom URL for it. Please click the like button on my sidebar above the followers widget ! :D

Anyway better do some maths now ! Update soon guys. :D

edit : OMG U-KISS comeback tomorrow ! So excited to see my hubby Kevin kekeke !

New layout

2011-08-29T18:45:00.005+10:00

Yay for the layout change ! :D Simple layouts from me again and I'm back with Arials after my long Times New Roman phase. Took me forever doing the header image, it's not that impressive anyway but bah! good enough for me cos I'm lazy. As you may have noticed a lot of people with classic templates has been getting their followers code and I decided to search it up a while ago but never used it until now since I wanted a more "default-like" template. Might add archives later, which I haven't had for the past year or so, since I deleted the posts I don't want anyway reading again anyway. Hoho now I can unintentionally brag about the number of followers I have (which isn't much but yeah), I'm such an honest (ahem shameless) person.

Okay yesterday was Tina's birthday and Jenny made yummy cakes for everyone in the Chinese class (except for the guys) and I made the card. We both chipped in for Tina's present but Jenny did all the shopping cos I don't like going out. Isn't the cake cute ? The green stuff is green tea powder btw but the whole thing tasted chocolatey anyway. Gosh my friends are good cooks and I only know how to cook rice, vegetables and instant noodles...

I've run out of things to say again, I'm sure I had plenty to say before dinner but ahwell my brain has sent everything to the recycling bin and I will remember sooner or later... Oh and before I go, I would like to welcome Erin, Kim (who is using my blogskin keke) and Christabel to the world of blogging. :)

Forever awkward

2011-08-27T18:39:00.003+10:00

I would say there are two sides to me (not implying I am two-faced (or maybe I am (lol @the brackets this is becoming a maths equation))), the side I show to my close friends and the side I show to strangers/people I'm not close with.

With my friends I'm a bit of the crazy one who talks too much sometimes. Actually I don't know how to describe myself because everyone will think I'm praising myself anyway. When it comes to people I'm not close with, I don't really want to talk. Even if I did want to talk I would be too shy to talk (lawl I'm a shy child believer it or not). If it's someone from school (who is reasonably friendly) I don't know whether I should say hi or not which leads to people thinking I'm snobby or something.

But to everyone, I am an awkward person. With my friends I tell lame jokes that no one gets and with strangers... no need to explain. Lucky I have an iTouch so I can look like I'm doing something when I'm alone in public places.

Anyway enough of the awkward talk. My neighbours moved out a few days ago, they were nice people and gave us free bread (even though I dislike bread). We think the new people who bought the place are Chinese (mando) and I hope they will be nice neighbours. It would be best if there's a hot asian guy my age *giggles to myself* LOL in my dreams leh. But yeah I hope they're friendly. :)

It sucks coughing all the time, I can't sing like I usually do (to the relief of some people). :( Anyway I want to change my blog template to one of the defaults. It's been more than two years since I started blogging and when I first started I disliked my plain ugly default template and I learnt html just to make my blog prettier. After my crazy blogskins phase I've gotten sick of all those fancy blog layouts and I just want something simple and I wouldn't get sick of so easily. I must learn how to change the xml soon.

Finished my asian drama today and disappointed with the ending. I mean the guy would have been much happier if nothing happened but now he's a hobo wandering around everywhere cos he's forever alone cos people killed all his friends. But then if nothing happened, that wouldn't be called asian drama. Ah what a pointless update. Hope to become more deep and meaningful in the future. :) Back to making Tina's birthday card, gonna take photos tomorrow. 8D

A productive afternoon

2011-08-22T20:40:00.005+10:00

Good evening lovely readers ! :) Today I spent a whole afternoon catching up and doing my science homework. The topic I'm doing at the moment is chemistry and it's actually kinda interesting despite the confusing ionic compounds and idkwhat bonds. Maybe it's because I pay attention this time and I actually did the homework... Anyway it was the most productive afternoon I've had in a long time.

Okay yesterday was the usual Chinese school and English tutoring. I think English tutoring has become less scarier this week, I don't think I shivered at all. Okay the air-con was still on full blast but I was wearing track pants wakaka and the lesson wasn't that scary in general. I have also realised I have trouble reading a clock., like my eyes are too large for their own good (眼大睇过浓 a canto saying btw, I'm not just praising myself hahaha /narcissist). My lesson ends at 4:15pm so when I was looking at the clock I thought it read 3:20pm (okay the hand was a bit higher than the 3 now that I think about it) and I thought I had like an hour to go but turns out it was like 4:10pm and there were only 5 minutes left. No words can explain how happy (and silly) I was.

Today was okay I guess, but I got a bit grumpy and lost my cool (maybe I had no cool to begin with but yeah). IST was fun because we're doing webpages, hehe what I like best. Oh and guys thanks for another SOTD ! :) Some loser *ahem we all know who he is* happened to have another 12376325th fake account and rated me down but HAH ! look I still got the sotd. Yup I'm still that immature.

Haha people from my school made this Facebook page so everyone posts their formal dresses so we don't clash. LOL my new source of entertainment. All these girls buying uber expensive dresses and mine was only $35 /cheapo asian. I'm pretty sure no one has the same dress as me cos like no one goes to Ally and my dress was out of stock ages ago. But what can I do if I do clash with someone ? I mean the most I could do is frown and glare at them for the whole night but then I'd get sore eyes and eyebrows and we wouldn't want that would we ? :)

Ah I thought of some things I could do, I should update my to-do list and complete my history questions and do a bit of maths. Bye guys ! Hope tomorrow would be a better day. (Image via tomokyo-blue, ps. I think she's amazing)

Submitted previous SW Blogskin

2011-08-20T17:42:00.006+10:00

Submitted previous SW blogskin, please support and rate ! :)
It's been another two months since I lasted submitted a Blogskin. This time I submitted it to the Blogskins.com Competition 2011 since they extended the submission dates and I was going to submit the previous layout for Skeletal Wings sooner or later.

Feels weird blogging so often again... and no one on my dashboard updates much. :( Ah anyway better get on with my Chinese and English homework. I need to work harder in school. Collect my last pay from Fiona's today, the money won't last long... Bye guys and remember to rate my blogskin if have a blogskins account. :D

Farewell to the past

2011-08-19T18:13:00.003+10:00

I had 359 blog posts just then but now I'm down to 227. That's right, all my lame colored/bolded/italicised + unpunctuated (idk how to spell that word) and mismatched fonts all gone. Reading my old posts, they weren't as lame and cringe-worthy as I though they were but still they had to go. Hoho stupid lurkers who read fragments and don't know the full stories be gone. Technically they're still retrievable but yeah...

On Wednesday my braces were giving me a headache so I stayed at home. I honestly didn't expect mom to let me but yeah I was happy cos I got to sleep until 10.30am. ^o^ Thursday was fun but I didn't really get the chemistry stuff. :/ I had the best science lesson in two years. We had to make the PH level 7, make it green, and it took Amy, Rachel and I forever cos it kept jumping from red to purple with each little drop and we got a bit frustrated but we were first in the class to get it to go green hehe. LOL sorry those who don't know what I'm talking about. :D

Sorry for this random rushed post, I have to go dinner now bye !

I Remember - Bang Yong Guk ♥

2011-08-16T21:25:00.009+10:00

Omg I Remember - Bang Yong Guk ft Yoseob (Beast) is too good *o* And yes Bang Yong Guk is my new desktop background. I thought he was cool when he rapped in Song Ji Eun's Going Crazy (which happens to be one of my favourite songs btw) but I couldn't see his face and I didn't know his name. Lol compare it to Going Crazy, they both have a thing for bright hair colors. :L He's not that good looking, just cute and cool and omg his voice is like asdfljlk and now he's like my latest obsession. *o* I don't really get the MV and I find the shooting and blood a little disturbing (I get disturbed by passionate kissing scenes lol just saying) but other than that it's a pretty epic MV and the song is just omg Bang Yong Guk's rapping + Yoseob's singing = eargasm. You must watch or I will... be sad. :(

Today was okay I guess, my group kinda finished our dance and we have 2 weeks to practise before we have to present. I cropped the music for the dance and I shall do some work on my careers mock interview presentation. Starting my Dr Du homework tomorrow. I am still tired, like very tired cos I fail to sleep before 11pm. LOL I noticed I have been posting 3 days in a row. :D Anyway yeah maybe I should do some reading tonight... And you must watch the MV kay ?

Happy Birthday Jamila ♥

2011-08-15T18:30:00.009+10:00

Happy Birthday Jamila ♥

Eh Jamila doesn't even read my blog, or update her own, but still she's special because she's my closest friend (I don't like saying best friend) and my mommy. :D Jamila is a great friend who is just like a mom to me hehe. Despite our different interests (I swear we have no common interests, except pretty things) we have been friends for 3-4 years already. I know I'm a bossy little missy sometimes but Jamila's always patient with me. Gosh I sound like I'm writing a student report or something.

This morning at 00:00:09am I sent Jamila a txt message to say happy birthday + other stuff. Hehe I was the first to say happy birthday (sadly not face to face) but yeah ain't I pro, according to my phone I sent the message just 9 seconds after midnight ! :) All the same I hope Jamila had a great day because she is a great friend and that she will have happy days every day ~ /slaps myself for being so corny and lame :3

I like how our group decided to do a birthday thing for her at lunchtime this year, I mean last year her party was so... full of people I didn't even see her half the time cos she was so busy. :( Anyway time for photos, Amy was full bitching about our canteen staff cos they mistreated her cupcakes (aka hre precious babies) and some of them even managed to get turned over... Also, her chocolate letters that spelt Happy B'Day Jam got crushed. The Queen of Darkness was in a very bad mood. Sorry the photo ain't that good since I was dying to eat the cupcake.

I got Jamila a separate present but the group got her really nice pretty stuff from Tootsie's Treasures. Omg that place is the only cool shop in Carlton. Plus the ladies are very nice and always wrap presents nicely with no extra cost.

And last but not least, if you know me well enough you would know what I do best when I have a camera with me. Hoho here comes the selca with the birthday girl. Sadly Jamila wasn't exactly looking at the camera... but she looks lovely all the time anyway and I scribbled out my mouth cos I look spastic.

Got my braces tightened today and a bracket came off so they spent like 20 minutes glueing it back on and I can still taste the glue. :( Holy shit it's nearly 10 already, better get at least a bit of work done. Post later gaiz ! :D